All Chapters of Chasing my estranged wife: I want you back : Chapter 161 - Chapter 170

Nina's POV I woke up for the first time in a long while, with a smile plastered across my lips. My legs plastered on the bed, before I sat upright. Fine Nina, take in air and go about your daily activities. It was just sex. I wanted to tell myself that it was merely sex, but I knew that it was more than that. We had made love, filled each other's souls, discussed the times when everything was perfect, and it didn't hurt as it usually does. My hand patted my chest, the usual thought that I had been the reason for the happenings lately around us fading away. I had kept it tucked in so well that I knew Ryan hadn't suspected, there were nights where I turned my back to him, where I wet the side of my bed with tears. I didn't know if he noticed, but I knew that he did, most nights he would hug me to himself so tight that I knew he was scared of losing me. But what about me? Who I thought was losing herself in the process of all of this? I knew that was the truth, he had demons, and

Her legs stepped on the pedal while she drove as fast as she could. She was fucking going to kill Brian if she gets the chance. He had gone to the extreme and now he had to pay. She drove into the garage, padding across the foyer before she got to his office. Brian, who wasn't expecting her to be here, threw a glance at her. “ Yes, what are you here for? Dezreel’s chest heaved in anger. “ What exactly do you think you are doing? Why would you find someone else to go to Brian when I am here? Furthermore, you paid someone to hurt him, that definitely wasn't part of the bargain” Brian continued doing what he was doing, his eyes fixated on it when it was pulled away, with so much force that his eyes darkened. “ What do you think you are doing? Do you know what that contract you just took away meant?”“ You will give me an answer when I ask for one. You own it to me, you owe me a lot of things, and I am not going to sit by and watch you act as though you don't”Brian erupted in cackl

Nina’s POV My head banged, no sleged, when I forced my eyes open, staring straight out at the ceiling. I couldn't bring myself to let out a wince, not when a hand held mine so tight. I tried to push past the memories of what had happened, that it might have been Brian, it had to be just him. No one else would possess such nerves. My eyes went to Ryan, whose hands were around mine, as I pondered on how long he had been this way. Has it been days? Weeks even? He didn't care about anyone, whoever it was didn't deserve his attention, but I guess that I was different.My hands went to his jet black hair, weaving through it when a thought dawned on me. I didn't want this to continue, I needed some time off, time to make sure that Brian or whoever it was wouldn't do such again. I needed to fight for myself, get whoever it had been, and make them pay. I was done with letting others clean up after me. Squeezing my eyes shut, I thought about it before deciding to go along with it. “ Ni

Brian tried to understand what exactly it was that Nina was playing at, but he just couldn't. He would have believed her little antics that she had indeed lost her memories, if she hadn't avoided all of his attempts to touch her. It seemed like she had something in mind, maybe she was thinking of how to pay him back, and she was in for a long run because he was certainly not going to allow that. He was determined to play along, and perhaps then when he had gotten her to lower her guards, he would have his way with her, for now, he had to make her pay for going against his words. His eyes searched around the familiar white bungalow severally for its owner, and when it was dawned on him that he wouldn't be successful tonight, he tried to leave when he heard her heels on the pavement. He slipped the little camera he always had in his pocket, he was one who loved to record memories of when his opponent was at their lowest, when he tainted his hands with blood because he got the thril

Ryan's POVThere was no way I would have known what exactly she was thinking, now that I was thinking about it, she had always kept her emotions cladded. So tight that I couldn't see through. Why would she ever think that? Why was she going to think that she would ever wreck my life? Even if she did, she would do so in a good way. She was the only thing that sparkled in my life, so what exactly had she been thinking? Was she really going to act as if she didn't know? That she didn't have a clue of how much she meant to me? What she actually meant to me? How I will raze everywhere down if it meant me being with her again? “ My fluffy bear” I flicked the tears off her cheek. “ Why would you ever think that? Why would you ever think that you wreck anything?”The tears ran down her cheek, while I patted her back, letting her lean on my shoulders. “ You will never be a wreck to me, you mean the whole world to me, don't you know how whole you make me feel? You made me love, you made m