KaelanThese past days have been really difficult for me, not only were my nightmares consistent, I was trying my best to keep my nightmares from interfering with my relationship with Joye, and ruining our honeymoon. Never in my life did I imagine that trying to keep a vivid nightmare out of her mind would be the most difficult task I'll be put up to, but currently that has become my reality. Each time I opened my eyes to see Joye lying beside me I feared for her. With my mental health gradually losing its stability, I might actually end up doing something that I would not be proud of. I could tell Joye was noticing the changes in me, but since I wasn't ready to discuss them, she hadn't opted to point them out. She probably believed that it was important since I haven't told her about it yet, but I knew that overtime, she was going to ask questions, and I will have to give her a reply.This was probably the most difficult moment of my life, I wasn't working or doing anything strengt
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