It was obvious that the boys wanted an answer, but, I didn't know how to give it to them and if I go by Aitana's serious look, I am sure she is still clinging to the idea that they will never know what is really going on with her.So, I clear my throat trying to get the attention of the twins, who look at both of us looking for an answer to their big doubt. It was clear that I could say that was the reason and end this conversation, but, what would happen when Aitana gets dizzy without us being in an extreme sport?It was clear that I had to think of a more credible excuse, but, nothing came to my mind. Absolutely nothing I could think of. I felt so foolish and the worst part, I couldn't just use any past experience, because I had never had to lie to my children about something as big as their mother's death, without someone's help.'If Eugene were here, maybe I would say something clever or if I had Albert on my side, everything would be amazing, but, no, I have to f
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