All Chapters of The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast: Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

[Eliana’s POV]I stand in the shower, letting scolding hot water run down my body while I try to clear my head. Since the previous night, all I could see was Nol’s pain-filled expression every time I closed my eyes. I needed to stop. I needed to get it together. I rejected him, and I needed to stick with that decision, but something in me screamed no.Letting out a sigh, I turn off the water and step out, realizing that until I actually got out from under his thumb, I was going to continue to be tortured by the sight of him.For now, I just needed to focus on staying safe and healthy for the little life that was growing in me. I didn’t need to focus on mates or love because, in the end, that was never meant for me.I quickly wrap a towel around my body and then make my way out of the bathroom to find Alexandria lounging on my bed."Why are you here?" I ask, going on guard. "You have your own room.""I’m bored," she shrugs, sitting up and throwing one long leg over the other so the t-s

[Eliana’s POV]I sneak out of my room, being cautious not to run into Nol, and then make my way downstairs. I needed some air, especially after having Alexandria lecture me about Zane.Who was she to tell me that it was a bad idea to be close to him? Even I knew that! That was the reason that I was working so hard to keep my distance from him, because I knew that in the end he would get hurt.There was also the matter of my own feelings. As much as I wanted to deny it, I felt that damned bond anytime Nol was around. Was it because he already marked me? Or was it because finally, something related to my wolf was awakening in me?I didn’t know, and I didn’t want to think too hard about it. Instead, I just wanted to forget, even for a while, and that’s why I wanted to let myself get lost in nature.Stopping at the bottom of the stairs, I begin to look around and am happy to find that no one is around to see me. I could only assume that everyone had gone to their respective areas for the

[Eliana’s POV]I close my eyes and find myself back there in that place with those men and all the women who constantly pawned them off on me. It was a living hell, but in the end, it wasn’t the biggest hell I would experience in that place."What happened to you there?" Nol asks gently.Opening my eyes, I look up into his silver gaze and feel my heart tug painfully. Would he still consider me to be so pure and beautiful when he knew?Maybe this was for the best. Once he knew we could truly go our separate ways, no matter how painful it truly was."I spent two years in the Tumescere House," I begin, deciding there was no point in trying to hide it. "When my pack was killed by..." the word you want to leave my lips, but I stop it since he was only working for Zane’s father at that time. "Well, when they were killed and wiped clean from the map, I was taken there and sold to Madam Ophilia."Now that I am finally speaking of this, images of that time begin to come faster. All the lessons

[Nol’s POV]I watch as Alexandria reaches out in an attempt to grab something to throw again, but Zane yanks her out of the way. I was sure if Eliana had to be here to watch this, that pained look would flash in her eyes again. I was happy that I made her stay upstairs."You fucking bastard!" Alexandria shrieks, continuing to fight. "Who the hell do you think you’re calling a whore?""You?" Blaine responds easily. "Do you intend to make me think otherwise?"Frowning, I watch as Alexandria opens her mouth to argue but thinks better of it as a smug smile begins to spread across Blaine’s face."So you understand," he huffs. "Good, at least you understand what you are; otherwise, it would be pretty fucking sad.""Blaine," I warn, drawing his attention to me. "Come with me, now!"He doesn’t argue as he gives Alexandria one more look and then follows me out of the house and onto the porch.Sighing, I dig in my pocket, pull out a pack of cigarettes, and offer him one. He gladly takes it and

[Zane’s POV]I wait as Alexandria processes what I’m saying and then fights the urge to explode. I had to admit, I was surprised she was actually trying to control herself, but when a slow smile spreads across her face and she cuddles closer to me, I realize that I’ve managed to play into whatever game it is that she’s playing."Aw," she murmurs. "You’re worried about me."Shit, I walked right into this, and now I couldn’t turn around and deny it."So that means you’ll stay, right?""Alright," she beams. "If it’s what my honey wants."Frowning, I fight the urge to argue with her, and she continues to keep her gaze fixed on me."Then it’s settled," Blaine announces, getting up and rolling up the blueprints he was sharing. "I suggest everyone sleep early as we will be implementing our plan tomorrow. The sooner this minor mission is done, the sooner we can focus on the bigger issue at hand.""Sounds good to me," Alexandria agrees, beginning to get up while still clinging to me. "Come alo