Lahat ng Kabanata ng Alpha Conan's Ugly Mate: Kabanata 111 - Kabanata 120

LISA“Breathe”“You are safe now!!” Conan said, holding me by the hand as he stood right next to me.I looked around me to find that I had been in the wardroom all along.He stared plainly into my eyes as he spoke, caressing my hand.“You are safe now!!” he said, kissing me on the forehead.“It’s only a nightmare,” He said.I had my eyes closed gasping for air like I had been running for hours.I couldn’t understand why I was having these nightmares of being in the woods.And even worse, those green eyes of the old wolf that had attacked me back in the woods.It was hard taking such things off my head.I held on to Conan so tight as I feared going nuts over what had happened back in the woods, the night before.“How do you feel now?” Conan asked, staring into my eyes.“Better I guess,” I said. I held on to my head feeling as it felt so heavy from me pulling myself up.“Careful,” he said, helping me up.“Did you get them all driven away?” I asked, trying to hide that I felt a bit scar

CONANI stood waiting by the desk in the room, as I stared out the window.Apparently, the room brought back memories.Most of which were bad memories of my father having his prisoners abducted and killed in this same room.And here I was, doing the same thing.As it suddenly felt like I was slowly treading in my father‘s footsteps.The days where I had to watch these men die were the worst days of my life.And sadly, it wasn’t so easy getting those scenes from my head as a child.My father made me watch every damn time he had a thief, a traitor.And I had slowly grown, Into a man with no regards to mankind.I could recall a time when I laid in bed sick for days from seeing an old man being killed right in front of me.I had nightmares, sleepless nights as the face of that particular old man kept haunting me through every way possible.I thought I had noticed my weakness as a child and then decided to make me watch every slaughter in that room.So here I stand in that same room today

CONANThe more steps I took out of that room, the more I tried convincing myself that I wasn't being played.I tried believing letting him live would automatically make the rest of the captured rogues want to work alongside with us.And apparently, become a part of our pack army.I was hoping so anyway.I suddenly thought about the thoughts of my father and what he would feel seeing what I had just done.Letting the people's killers live.I had done a lot of stuff against the belief of the pack in one day.And I couldn't stand thinking about myself so low and accepting to make peace with men who had our people slaughtered without any remorse or guilt of taking innocent lives.I walked out of the basement heading back up the stairs to the board where the elders and army were all gathered waiting.On getting to the door to the main mansion, I turned to the man behind me as I paused.“Not a single word to anyone” I said, holding up my index finger to my mouth.“And stay close to me”“The

LISAIt had suddenly gotten so cold staying out by the balcony of my room.And apparently, I had gotten bored and was in need of a stroll around the house.I held on to The mini blankets which Conan had gotten me a few weeks back.I love how Fluffy it felt on my skin, as I had it wrapped around my body trying to shield myself from the cold breeze that blew hard against my skin.I could feel the rash popping out of my skin alongside the hairs on my skin now up and erect.I should go in… I thought to myself.I suddenly wondered what exactly was going on back in the boardroom and why Coman wasn’t here yet.I stared down at the cars parked right outside the mansion, and was curious to know why they were taking so long in making a decision on what to do about the attack.I headed back to my room, with thoughts of taking a stroll around the house.And plus the fact that it's been days since I stepped out.Ever since the attack, I didn’t like how persistent the nightmares I was having became

LISA“Old wolves, you say?” he asked, staring deeply into my eyes.For a couple of minutes, he stood staring into the frame like he was trying to get the images to say something.“I find it hard to believe that this had been here in this room for a long time” he said, still staring at the photo.As I stoos there watching him, I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my neck as I held on to it, rubbing the surface.And the more I did, the more memories of that night became persistent.I had my eyes closed, the moment I felt those green eyes glaring at me.I stood still for a while, feeling a bit affected by what was happening.“Are you okay?” Conan asked, staring at me.I could feel beads of sweat gathering on my forehead as he spoke.I clenched my fist and teeth the moment the pain became unbearable.As I could now hear a loud banging sound in my head, making it hurt so bad.The air suddenly turned still, and I could feel the gradual tension I was having become intense.And slowly unbearable.