Amber PovI immediately packed my clothes when I reached home. I only had a few clothes when I came back to this house so they will surely fit inside a small hand carry bag. I will leave the clothes I bought with the money Phil gave me because I didn't buy them with my own money.I couldn't hold my tears from falling while packing my clothes. My chest feels very heavy. So this is the feeling when you are disappointed in love. When the person you love can't love you back. It's heavy, painful, and has a tight chest. And if I didn't let it out, it seemed like my chest would burst with so much pain.After I put my things inside my hand-carry bag, I sat on the edge of the bed. Crying, I caressed the side of the bed that Phil was occupying.Phil doesn't know that it's hard for me to sleep at night because he's next to me in bed even though we're only a foot apart. Because his bed is too big and could fit five people, so there is a distance between the two of us. Nevertheless, I am still af

Amber PovI was restless as I sat on the edge of the bed in our room. "Our room" because Phil and I have been sleeping in the same room again since we confessed our true feelings for each other. We live together as real husband and wife.It was my 20th birthday today and we talked about celebrating outside. We will eat at a fine restaurant and then will go to watch a movie. Phil wanted to have a party at home for my birthday celebration but I refused him. For me, it's just an extra expense. After all, I don't have any guests to invite aside from Mildy and Nikky because they are the only ones who really know that I am married. But I haven't told them yet that Phil and I are not just pretending to be a couple but we are now living together as a real couple. Most of my friends in school thought that I am still single. So I couldn't invite them to if I arrange a party in our house. They will be shocked once they know that I am already married to a handsome and rich man. As for Migz, I

Amber Pov "Amber!" I heard Phil's angry voice behind us. I quickly let go of hugging Nikky because I don't want him to think bad things between my friend and me again. Phil took big steps towards us. And I didn't expect what he did when he finally got close to us. Suddenly, he gave my friend a strong punch in the face. Nikky falls to the floor and his mouth was bleeding from Phil's strong fist. "I will kill you if something bad happens to my nephew," Phil angrily threatened my friend. "I'm sorry for what happened to your nephew, Mr. Salvatore. We didn't like what happened," Nikky said humbly even though he was the one who was hurt. "But I really don't know who wants to kill me when I don't have enemies. Mildy and Amber are the only friends I've talked to since I came back." Nikky doesn't know how to explain to Phil about what happened. Phil hit Nikky's face again. My friend fell to the floor once again. Phil was about to hit Nikky but I quickly hugged him from the back to stop

Amber PovThree days after I woke up I was discharged from the hospital. The doctors didn't even want to let me go but I insisted on getting out. Nikky brought me to his condo because I still didn't want to go home until I die andn't be able to speak to Phil. I can't temporarily live in Mildy's apartment because she has returned to their house and I can't live in her apartment by myself. In my condition now, I need to have someone with me at home because the doctor said that I am not allowed to move too much yet. Because I still get a little dizzy when I try to move normally.While I was in the hospital Phil didn't bother to contact me even once. So I thought he was still mad at me until now that's why he didn't contact me. Or did he even try to find me? Maybe he didn't notice that I didn't come home for how many days because his attention was only focused on his niece whom he loves so much. I think he even loves his nephew more than his life."Why are you sad, Amber? Do you feel any

Amber Pov Even though it was hard, I tried hard to forget Phil. But forgetting him is not an easy thing to do. Because no matter how hard I try to forget him, I really can't bring myself to do it. But I can say that the good thing that happened to me is that the old Amber came back. That brave and carefree Amber that my two friends know. And I also don't cry anymore if Phil comes to my mind. Maybe I'm starting to learn of forgetting him. "Wake up, Amber! We're going to be late for work," Mildy's voice spoke loudly to me from outside my room. It's been more than two months since Phil and I broke up. Well, we're not officially separated yet because I haven't signed the divorce papers. We've just gone our separate ways. He still hasn't sent me our divorce papers for me to sign. I did not contact him to ask why our divorce papers have not been sent to me until now. I don't want us to have any more connections. We are not separated in the eyes of the law but for me, we are already separ