>>>Who is my father?>>>>I still my movements, my blood surging in force through my veins. My heart tap-dancing in my chest. My eyes begin to water, the tears dropping down my cheeks to splash on my chest. I can’t breathe. I can’t fucking breathe. I shake my head again…and again and again to ensure this isn’t a figment of my imagination but it’s not…I mean the image I thought my mind conjured is real. It’s hovering above me. Steely hands grasping my hands above my head and over my mouth. My God, what the heck is happening? Oh…no this has to be fake.He…can’t be here. Not at all. Not after disappearing for over a month and a week. Leaving me shattered, broken, and in tears. “Dima?” My inflection is racked by sobs. Angry sobs. God. Dima is here, above me. Boring raging midnight eyes into mine. I twitch my hands in the steel grip of his, wanting to be free so I can touch, feel, and know truly that he is here with me. I twitch but he didn’t let me free easily. In fact, I
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