Lahat ng Kabanata ng 365 days to love: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

Friday was in three days, I was going to meet Min Jun for the third time, I was scared and nervous. I know I have met him twice but this time it is different, we are going on a date. I do not have to impress him, it's not a normal date, it is a business date, I shouldn't be so nervous. You have to impress your client in a business date, right? My thoughts were throwing me into a state of panic. I groaned and went to my bed. Sleeping was my only escape from my thoughts and I just had to take the easy way out."Min Jun," I yelled. "What?" he asked me with an angry face. "Why are you so upset?" I asked him. He looked at me like I just said something stupid. "Why are you staring at me like that?" I asked him. "You really do not know, you really don't understand what you did wrong?" he asked me getting angrier. He was yelling and I was on the verge of tears, I had no idea what I was doing wrong. "You know what, this is pointless, if you do not know what you did, then I suggest you forget a

I had no idea how a date was going to go. I have never been on a date, never been out with a man, at least not alone with a man. I have been on a family date with Mom and Dad. The only man I am allowed to go out with. I should be more worried about my appointment with the doctor, my first cancer treatment "Yippee!!" my life couldn't get any wor… I paused and thought of how things ended up worse whenever you thought they couldn't. Things couldn't get any better.My alarm started ringing and I knew it was time to get out of bed. I stared at it and watched it ring, "You really aren't doing your job you know," I said and remained on my bed. The alarm kept ringing and as much as I tried to pretend it wasn't ringing, it kept getting louder and more annoying. "What does a girl do to have some time to herself?" I whispered and finally stood up to turn off the alarm.There goes my sleep.I walked into my bathroom and washed my sleepy face and brushed my teeth. "Miss Mei, breakfast is ready," I

"Miss are you ready to order?" another waiter came to meet me, "No I am waiting for someone," I dismissed politely. "Can you tell me what's going on outside?" I asked. "Oh a young man is trying to get in without a reservation," the waiter told me. "Oh, thanks," I said.I stood up and decided to investigate myself, I also needed to call Min Jun. He was ignoring my calls. "Min," I said. He looked at me and turned to the waiter who was holding him. "See, now do I need reservations?" he asked and shook the waiter's hand of him."I have been trying to call you all night," I said to him. "I was stuck," he said. I led him to our table and we got seated. "My bad, I should have waited for you outside and I am so sorry I kept you waiting, I had to go for chemotherapy," I said. He nodded and picked up the menu."So what are you ordering?" he asked. "Probably steak," I said. "I guess I'll have that too," he said. I waved to the waiter and gave our orders. "So huh, how was your day?" I asked him.

"Everyone hates me," I yelled, I sat down and wiped my tears. I took a berry and ate it. "These are really nice, you should try some," I said and offered LIn Fei a blueberry, he looked at me and then at my parents. "Your daughter is crazy," he said. "You dare insult the heir of the Lin family's wealth? i asked him. He looked shocked and insulted. He turned to my parents and shook his head, he was probably disappointed. I can't blame him, I would be disappointed too. "I am calling off this wedding, I can't marry someone who is crazy," he said and stood up abruptly,he left the dinning table without hesitation and didn't listen to mom and dad's call. "Mei," dad called my name and looked at me sternly before he got up and went after Lin Fei. "You better have an explanation for this," mom said and went after them. What other explanation do they need other than the fact that I didn't want to get married to a complete stranger. I grabbed the bowl of fruits and walked to the living room to m

“Where are the cloths?" Mom asked immediately I walked into the house. "What clothes?" I asked and immediately realised my mistake, i told mom earlier that I was going to go get clothes. "What clothes? I couldn't pick anything, I am so used to you always being there that I couldn't decide on my own," I lied, Mom looked at me for a quick second and looked away. "I will have to go back tomorrow, maybe find something I might like," I said unsure of my excuse. "Should I come with you?" Mom asked me and I quickly shook my head. "Mei?" She questioned. "Are you okay?" She asked. "Yeah mom I am fine," I said. Her eyes looked questioning, I was panicking, she was going to know I was lying. "Mom the reason I couldn't even decide on what to wear today is because you always decide what I wear. I need to be able to make decisions on my own"."I am going to get married soon and I should be able to make decisions on my own without you interfering," I said. "Fine," she said and I went to my room.