ANGELIC...When I left home this morning, I was determined not to go to the Bronx. Who does he think he is, breaking into my house and dictating orders? What does he think I am, obedient as a puppy?Every time he's around me, dictating orders he shouldn't, acting like he has what he doesn't have, I feel intoxicated, squeezed into a space that only suits him. him.I took a long walk before college to force my mind to focus on my own life. I've survived over a month away from him, and I wouldn't allow myself to panic just because I know he's back.After lunch I went to church. Father Bee was practicing with the choir. I spent most of the afternoon there, trying to control my eyes, which finally glanced at the clock on the wall. I took the opportunity to confess.When the sun went down, I realized that I had been apprehensive all day. My heart was beating too fast. After eight o'clock, I looked at the clock, hoping that the hours would pass, that it would pass two in the morning, and tha
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