All Chapters of My First Love is a Whore: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

KateI slowly opened my eyes, but since the curtains were still drawn, the light of the new day was blocked from entering the space. The memory of yesterday night flashed through my head and I smiled. To be honest, it's been a while I had such great sex, maybe because I was in control. Most sex I had, I always have to be quick and most time, the men does not like to be controlled. I knew yesterday was going to be different when I did not have to struggle to pick what to wear. It happens all the time, I guess all women in the world does that. Mine is better if Bev and I were to be in competition. Bev has a totally wrong dress sense. The first dress I picked was perfect and it gave me the perfect fit I was looking for. I confirmed I had the right look when Chris's men who came to pick me up could not keep their lips together. Especially the driver. I told him to face his front more than three times. He kept looking back at the beauty seated in the car. I knew they were well trained an

Chapter 24.KateMy ride back home was not amazing. All I could think about was Bev. I did not see this coming. Well, that is a lie. I saw it coming but not this way. Ever since Bev met her boyfriend, her life has been wrapped around him. The plans they have made, the future they talk about, the joy, the happiness, and the excitement with which she talked about her future with him. Everything has now gone sour. I could feel the pain like I was the one in the relationship. I can justify that feeling because God knows I know a lot about the relationship. I made my plans based on the plans made in that relationship. And now I wish I could just take the pain away once and for all. I have been trying to reach her ever since I got the message. She is not answering her phone. And I’m scared because I don’t know where this will lead. She would definitely be heartbroken. No, she is definitely heartbroken and I don’t know to what extent the heartbreak would affect her, us too.I don’t know h

KateIt is another gloomy day for Kate and me. I would of course be lying if I say her condition has not improved since the breakup. It is quite surprising how fast she is healing. She has not had anything despite how much I’ve tried to convince her. She hasn’t gotten out of bed either, and opening the window blind for exposure would definitely be a death sentence for me. However, crying is now a seldom activity, and trust me that is the progress we’re talking about because it’s huge. The idea of grieving Bev in my head is way higher than the vibe she is giving me, which I must say is comforting. Today we go harder she must get out of bed.I have been thinking about how to get that done. The only idea coming to my head is getting out of the house to someplace fun to enjoy ourselves. Luckily for me, Chris has sent me money yesterday for, you know, my service. It's going to be difficult convincing Bev, that I know because that lovely girl is hard but fragile. However, I am bent on not

KateAs I got closer to him, I could feel my heart racing with excitement. I do not know what came over me but I knew what I wanted and I was not going to let this opportunity slip by. I leaned in and kissed him, feeling his lips respond to mine with passion. We kissed for what felt like an eternity before he pulled away, looking into my eyes with a mixture of desire and hesitation. “I shouldn't have done that,” I said to myself staring back into his desirous eyes. This is my first time kissing a man and the first I would feel the urge. Chris keeps running a hand through his hair. He also seems restless. If I was his first then I am almost certain this is the first time he would be kissing a woman too. His voice interrupted my thoughts. “you want to stop now, don't you?”I could see the conflict in his eyes, but I wasn't willing to give up just yet. “But you want it too, don't you?” I whispered, tracing a finger along his jawline. “Don't fight it.”He hesitated for a moment longe

The morning sun peeked through the curtains, signaling the start of a new day. I shifted in bed, trying not to wake Kate, who was still sound asleep in my arms.I couldn't help but admire her as she slept. Her hair was tousled, and her face was peaceful. I knew that she didn't want a relationship, but I couldn't help feeling a strong connection to her.As if sensing my thoughts, Kate stirred and opened her eyes. She smiled sleepily at me, and I couldn't help but smile back."Good morning," she said, stretching her arms."Good morning," I replied, brushing a strand of hair away from her face.We lay in bed for a while longer, just enjoying each other's company. But eventually, we both knew that we had to get up and start the day.I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to freshen up. When I returned, Kate was already dressed and sitting on the edge of the bed."I have to go to work," I said, looking at her apologetically."It's okay," she said, trying not to sound disappointed. "I ha