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Chapter 101: The Very First Failure

Chapter 101: The Very First FailureKai’s P.O.VWe returned home in heavy silence. The drive back felt longer than usual, the air thick with tension. Once we pulled into the driveway, my mother let out a tired sigh, glancing back at me with an expression I couldn’t quite read.“Kai, you should get some rest,” she said softly, reaching out to give my shoulder a reassuring squeeze. My sister, Kia, shot me a sympathetic look before they both headed upstairs, no doubt eager to shake off the evening’s tension and get changed for the night ahead.As the sound of their footsteps faded, I lingered in the quiet of the living room, staring down at my hands. The memory of Night’s face, the look in his eyes just before they pulled him away, haunted me. Everything felt surreal, like a dream I couldn’t wake up from.But that was not all that was haunting me. Jonathan’s face when he saw my father… the way his icy mask dropped… What in the world happened between them?As soon as Kia and Mom disappea
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Chapter 102: Silence over Truth

Chapter 102: Silence over TruthKai’s P.O.VHis words rang in my ears on a loop; the very first failure of my life. I felt a chill creep down my spine, a hollow dread settling in my stomach. I’d thought I was prepared for answers, but nothing could’ve readied me for what he had just said.“What do you mean, Dad?” I managed to ask. I stared at him as he sat there, shoulders hunched, looking like a man haunted by something far beyond my understanding.He drew a long, unsteady breath, and his gaze drifted somewhere far away, beyond the room, beyond this moment. “People say you never forget your first kill,” he said, the words raw and unfiltered, as if speaking them aloud for the first time. “And for me… that was true. I hurt someone, Kai. Not intentionally, but… it happened. A judgment call I should never have made.”He paused before continuing, “It was meant to help, but it ended in tragedy. I took a life, Kai, even if I never meant to. And that is a weight I’ll carry to the end.”I cou
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Chapter 103: The Irony of Jonathan Winters

Chapter 103: The Irony of Jonathan WintersKai’s P.O.VI sat there, the room seeming to spin as my father’s words sank in, reshaping everything I thought I understood about Jonathan Winters. This man, who’d become a giant monster in my life, who had practically disowned his son for being himself…had once loved another man deeply.And yet, somewhere along the line, that love had twisted into bitterness, that grief into hatred.“How could he…?” I muttered, almost to myself, my voice heavy with disbelief. “How could someone who’d loved another man so much, who’d lost so painfully, turn around and become so… so disgusted by his own son?”My father sighed. “Grief changes people, Kai,” he said softly. “You have to understand, see it in his perspective, that sometimes it turns them into something they don’t even recognize. Jonathan may have loved Matthias, but he was also crushed by the loss. I think, in some twisted way, he blames himself for what happened and has spent years trying to eras
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Chapter 104: Unwanted Advances

Chapter 104: Unwanted AdvancesNight’s P.O.VI sat on my bed, replayed everything that happened tonight; every tense word, every glance, every detail… I had seen it all over and over in my mind, and yet each time, one image stood out in sharp relief: my father’s face when he’d looked at Kai’s dad.That split second, when my father’s usual hardness had crumbled, and the color had drained from his face.It was so unlike him. Normally, my father would have been cursing me out, making his contempt crystal clear.But tonight, after that moment in the hallway, he’d been silent. I almost wished my father had shouted at me instead, berated me like he always did.At least that would have felt familiar, almost manageable. But this strange, haunted silence was unsettling, and only left me with more questions than I knew what to do with.I had a feeling that whatever it was, Kai’s dad was surely involved in this and knows something about all of this. Perhaps he could answer my nagging question of
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Chapter 105: Trapped by Loss

Chapter 105: Trapped by LossKai’s P.O.VNight rushed over to my side, his grip on me tightened, his fingers digging into my arm as though letting go would mean that he would completely lose his mind. I could feel his fear seeping into me, making my heart race in sync with his.Rosalie’s scream had cut through the air like a sharp and annoyingly loud siren. Her voice echoed down the hallway, piercing and shrill, and I knew it would draw attention.And it did. Within moments, Night’s parents appeared at the doorway, eyes wide with confusion and rage. Rosalie’s parents followed closely behind, their faces a mix of shock and dawning realization as they took in the scene before them—their daughter looking disheveled, barely clothed, and me standing before Night as the unwanted trespasser.Jonathan’s gaze locked onto mine, and I felt pinned under the sheer force of his glare, but I tried not to let it show that he intimidated me; he was just a man, after all. And I wasn’t going to back dow
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Chapter 106: Born to be A Trade-off

Chapter 106: Born to be A Trade-offKai’s P.O.VJonathan's entire body seemed to tremble from exhaustion as he almost fell to the floor, but his wife caught him on time, his gaze distant and haunted. For a moment, it seemed as if he was no longer in the room but pulled back to some place in the past, reliving memories that had never truly let him go.The silence was suffocating until Rosalie’s shrill voice sliced through it. “Why is everyone ignoring me?” she yelled, her voice quivering with anger. “Why are we talking about some ghost from the past when I was the one assaulted? Are you all just going to stand there spewing riddles and nonsense?”When nobody answered, Rosalie’s face flushed dark red as she realized she was being ignored, and she stomped her foot like a child denied a toy. “You’re all insane!” she screamed, tears brimming in her eyes. “This is supposed to be about me! I’m the one who’s hurt, and yet here you are, whispering about riddles and nonsense like it even matter
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Chapter 107: Just Like You

Chapter 107: Just Like YouKai’s P.O.VTaking advantage of the stunned expression on his face, I pushed him back as I released his hand, watching him stumble backwards.“And for the record,” I continued when I realized that Jonathan was too stunned to speak, “I’ll have you know that I haven’t ruined anything. This was bound to happen eventually, because you are a hypocrite for not only forgetting Matthias but also for turning against your own heart.”The words just gushed out of my mouth, faster than I could think things through. I didn’t stop to wonder whether I was saying the right things. Maybe I wasn’t. But it didn’t matter to me, because right now, all that I wanted to do was hurt him, just as badly as he had hurt Night.“Maybe you moved on so quickly because you are a selfish bastard who has never truly loved anyone in your life,” I spat, my temper getting the best of me.“That’s enough,” Night’s mother started to say, but I drowned her out, my words spilling out in an angry rus
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Chapter 108: Stray from the Path

Chapter 108: Stray from the PathNight’s P.O.VI felt my eyes go wide, the room spinning out of focus around me as my father’s words echoed in the back of my mind.My breath caught in his throat, rendering me mute. I didn’t know what to think, what to say. To be honest, I felt quite numb, as though the floor has fallen out from beneath me and I was in a free fall, not knowing when I was going to land or if I was even going to land at all.The sharp thud of my mother dropping to the floor beside my father jolted me back to the room; her face was pale, eyes wide and vacant, mirroring the confusion I felt.The name—Matthias—was stuck on repeat in my head like a broken tape recorder. ‘Matthias, Matthias. Your father is just like you…’Just like me.The man who had always stood tall and indomitable now sat crumpled, broken by memories that seem more powerful than anything I could have imagined. I just couldn’t fathom, couldn’t grasp the fact that what he had just said was actually the trut
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Chapter 109: A New Perspective

Chapter 109: A New PerspectiveNight’s P.O.VI stared at him, letting myself absorb what he had just said. Part of me felt sorry for him; the incident with Matthias must have changed him so much that he turned his worldview around in a complete 180.But the other half was angry at myself for feeling pity for him. Angry at him, because I had deserved better than how he had treated me.“You of all people should know better than anyone that being gay isn’t some kind of disease,” I spat, “or a hobby that you can expect me to give up and move on when it’s no longer of any interest to me. You got angry at Kai when he told you that you never truly loved anyone in your life. How would you feel if I said the same thing and told you that what you and Matthias had wasn’t real? That it wasn’t valid because he wasn’t a woman?”He didn’t say anything, but from the way he looked at me I knew he was listening intently to what I was saying. Finally—when was the last time he did so? I couldn’t recall.
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Chapter 110: Once A House, Now A Home

Chapter 110: Once A House, Now A HomeNight’s P.O.VWhen I turned to look at my mother, I had this undeniable feeling that our family was going to crumble. There was no other way to go about it—what was the right way of proceeding with your life when you suddenly find out that the man of your family turned out to have never loved you at all? That instead he had someone else occupying his heart, whether he admitted it or not?Thinking about it that way made me realize something else as well, the other side as to why my father had kept the truth. Just like Rosalie had said during her earlier fit, why would any woman want to waste her life being married to a gay man who could never love her the way she wants to be loved and never need her physically in the way that she wants to be needed?My father hadn't held back on the truth not only because of his troubled past, but because he was holding this family together…because he didn’t want me to grow up with only one parent, facing prejudice
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