All Chapters of Stuck Between Two Alphas: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

ASHLEY'S POVI couldn't sleep, the thought hasn't left my mind yet. I rolled on the bed several times to force myself to sleep, even with the cold atmosphere, I still found it hard to close my eyes.Just then, the door opened and Xavier walked in. His facial expression told how happy he was. I see he must have had a beneficial outing with his brother. I was so eager to know what could be behind his happiness, so I asked."You seem happy.""Of course, I am happy." He takes off his shirt, collapsing on the bed. "I mean, I am the happiest brother in the world."I laughed. "I see. Tell me some thing I don't know." I said, giving him a listening ear."Well, Xender and I went on our normal outing at one of the bars, and guess what, we found him a partner."The smile on my face disappeared. The urge I had used to hear what he was going to say was nowhere to be found. I felt some thing ignite in me, some thing different from what I feel for him. I had to put myself together to hear the rest o

Ashley's PovI watched Brenna and Nicole leave the office while I stayed back. The door opened, I was hoping it would be a lecturer but no. My eyes met with a slim figure, and with the knowledge of Xavier's description I presume it was Xender's so-called girlfriend."Hey, babe. I bought the snacks." She happily dropped the snack on his table, kissing his cheeks. "I gotta go now, my boss is calling me.""No problem." He said, kissing her back.Just one night, and it's all like a year already. I bluntly watch them kiss, all my head could interpret is… NOTHING! I won't be moved by this, their love has nothing to do with me."See you tonight." She rubbed his chin, blowing air kisses at him. As she made her way to the door, she looked at me from head to toe, shaking her head before exiting the room.I didn't let it bother me, she shouldn't be my problem, so I focused my gaze on Xender. "Bolt the door." I didn't ask why, I obediently did what he asked me to do."Tell me some thing, Ashley,

Xavier's PovAfter Ashley left to her room, we continued with our conversation. "How is Juliana?" I asked."She's fine. She did ask of you.""Never thought she'd remember me."Xender gave me a "you're not being serious" look. "Is that how short minded you presume she is?" He said."Most girls tend to forget people they meet on their first day, and since it isn't the two of us dating, there is every chance for her to forget who I am."Xender chuckled. "She does remember you like any other day.""That's a relief then. I really like her, compared to Eleanor." I said."Yeah, Eleanor is a fuck up. I thought she was the best I can ever have." We exchanged glances, "I had the worst ever.""Let's just hope Juliana isn't the same. She looks nice to me.""Well, that's how Eleanor was in the start until she couldn't keep up with the fake life, she ended up showing her true nature.""It's quite good I'd say, at least she did it for your own good. If she had continued with the pretense, you would

Ashley's PovI can't explain my feelings, but I know I was feeling one thing for sure... Hurt. I honestly didn't mean to push him away from my life this time, but I had no choice. Now, I believe why he had pushed me away at first. It's so much easier to fall in love, but it's not as easy as you think to keep up with the feelings, especially when you've got some one else in your life.As much as I want to be happy, I want the same for him too. He deserves it. He deserves Juliana. And it's not so easy, but I just have to give it up. Some times, sacrifices are meant to be made for our own good. I'm not making this sacrifice just for myself, but for him too.I want him to feel loved and not cheated. Trying to offer two brothers special attention at the same time... Is that really possible? I've been with Xavier for a year plus now, and I'm only meeting him for barely a week. I know Xavier's weakness and strength. I know what he likes and what he hates.I can explain him better than I can

Ashley's PovI was feeling so tired that I didn't notice sleeping. I woke up to see the bed empty but myself laying on it alone. Not again, Xavier.Could it be that he hasn't returned yet? Or is he keeping late nights again? He never stays out without informing me that he won't be back home that night. What's the problem tonight?I couldn't sleep again as the urge to sleep was gone. I wanted a chilled glass of milk and biscuit to quench the rumbling sound of hunger in my stomach. I couldn't eat before dozing off, I was damn so tired to think of eating some thing.I was putting on my panties with one of Xavier's t-shirts since I always wear it when I don't feel like putting on my nightgown. I shoved my hair back as I made my way out of the room to the dinning.I flinched when I saw Xavier sitting on the long couch watching TV. I smiled despite how shocked I was. Maybe he didn't want to bother me while sleeping. Awwn... he's such a sweet soul.I walked behind him to give him a kiss on h