The text messages and calls came one after the other on my cell phone but I didn't pay attention to it, I didn't even bother to open it. I turned it off and continued to cry.I sobbed non-stop as I was stunned into nothingness. The room is literally empty, there is nothing, except for the small bathroom. And honestly, I don't know how I will sleep here too, or if I will be able to sleep.I hugged my knees tighter. When the feeling calmed down a bit, I forced my legs to stand up and approached the small window on the side. I pushed it open then stared outside, lifting my head above the starless and moonless night sky.I blinked my tired eyes and stared sadly at the sky, my heart feeling darker than the night sky.Maybe, if I had my mind when I was a baby, when my mom left me outside the orphanage, you felt the same way. Alone, cold, dark, and with no one to love. I feel like I'm being choked.I hate thinking that it's better that my parents just aborted me. I hate that I am being ungra
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