UNLOVING THE ALPHA의 모든 챕터: 챕터 41 - 챕터 50

KEIRA:I was having the most beautiful dream.Lennox was looking at me lovingly while stroking my hair. His soft expressions melted my heart. Why would I not consider this a dream when I never saw him staring at me like this? His hands brushing on my hair felt so good that I did not want to awaken in this dream. Imagine if this was true. Imagine if the alpha was indeed in love with me and not his beautiful Zoe. Then, my heart would not be breaking every single day. Which was my fault, I know. Alpha Lennox had no idea I was in love with him, and I wanted that to remain that way. "Keira," he said in the softest voice he had.It was like music to my ears and the more I wanted to stay in this dream.If only I was allowed to live in this dream, I would never be hurt repeatedly.The dream shifted and I saw Tate in the doorway, looking at me with a pitiful look. The beta shook his head as if he was telling me to stop this. To stop me from hurting further. But I can't.I cannot do it at

KEIRA:My head felt like it was spinning as Lennox's words continued ringing in my mind.I love you. I love you. I love you.Lennox loved me? W-why would he love me?When I glanced up, Lennox was wearing the sweetest smile he could ever muster.Fake.Oh, Moon Goddess. How could I believe that he loved me for a minute? What an embarrassment. Do you think it's real? Everything was a front. Lennox did not love you. Face the reality!"What would you say, Keira?" Alpha John asked with a hopeful look. “Your husband just said that he loved you. Isn’t it sweet?”It would be sweet as honey if those words were real."What would I say, then?" I asked. “What would you say if someone confessed?”Alpha John stiffened. “My son did not tell you he loved you before?”Alpha Lennox inhaled sharply.‘Respond to my declaration of love, Keira. Before the old man will think of something else.’“No, Dad! Lennox has told me a lot of times how much he loves me.” Gulping, I faced Alpha Lennox and grabbed h

KEIRA:'Where are you now?' I asked Tate when nightfall came. It was already nine o’clock in the evening. Alpha Lennox hasn't returned to his room. I was waiting for him to tell him Tate and I will have our “friendly date”, but he did not come. Maybe he was out to do some important duties.The best thing was to reach him through our mind link, but I did not want to do it. It was his fault if he didn't come back.As long as I am happy tonight.I call it distressing after our accident. Tate and I will be drinking as we agreed. Whether Alpha Lennox will know about this or not, our drinking session will push through. Alpha Lennox? He did not care anyway about what I would do with my life. Besides, it was none of his concern whether what happened to me. 'I'm done patrolling the area. Where do you want to meet?'I looked around. Hmmm.Outside the packhouse was better. The air was fresh and there was a small cottage with a library on it. Back then, all I could do was look at that cottage

KEIRA:I knew what the alpha was thinking. That this was nothing but drunk talk. That tomorrow morning I will forget every word I have said.It won’t.I may be tipsy, but I was already sober when I vomited earlier. Alpha Lennox kept on insisting I was drunk.I was not. Not anymore.His brows formed a straight line.“You are indeed drunk. Keira.”“I am no longer drunk, Lennox,” I insisted. I strolled toward him, but he stepped back as if he did not want me to touch him.Blatant rejection. Again. Like the previous years he rejected me.Call it foolishness, but it did not make me lose my confidence. Maybe it was because of the alcohol. “I am here. I am your wife.”“In the paper. Just…stay away from me, Keira.”My heart fell.To say I was disappointed was an understatement. “Why?” Another step. “Are you that repulsive to see me?”One moment he was confused, another moment something clicked inside him. “Do you want to seduce me, Keira?”Yes! Yes! I wanted to seduce you, but my body was

KEIRA:Lennox and I had our staring contest. No one wanted to back down. I did not have any plans to. Not until I got a response from Alpha Lennox. Tension flew between us. The air became heavy and Alpha Lennox seemed to know what I was feeling right now. He was choosing the words he would say. Something he should do because if it happened I didn't even like it, he will pay for it. Not wanting to be in between, Tate slowly retreated as if he did not want to do anything with the two of us. “Oh, oh. I’m out of here, Alpha Lennox. Doll. You can talk as much as you want. I'm out of here.”Before I could answer, Tate hurried away as if we would be killing him if he did not want to be killed. 'Chill, doll. Whatever you are thinking right now, do not do it,' Tate suddenly said through our link. He's going inside the packhouse. Not even glancing at us. "Now that we are only here, can you talk now? Are you ready to explain, Lennox?He did not answer. His body was already dried from th