My birthday arrived and of course, as usual, I thought that Jeanne would go buy a cake and give me a present for the occasion. In previous years, she always bought me either a book or a little outfit, always up to her means. Then we would spend the evening together and that's how my birthday would pass. This year I imagine that Fabian will be there and maybe also Michaël... I sighed, no he certainly wouldn't mind that. Even though he reassures me that his life is going well, I can see his declining form. He always seems so depressed and it's not my love that's going to help him. Aden asked me to cover him with attention, that Michaël is depressive by nature and that if I let him think about it too much, he would end up getting sick. Aden knows him well. I guess that a similar situation must have already happened and it is not Fabian's sad face that will say the opposite. So for the past week, I've been trying to be by his side, spending the night at his house every day and do
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