I'm starting to think this attraction is my punishment for him. This was karma. While he was touching me, I was expecting someone else, and that someone came in the form of my sister's fiancé.The rest of Sunday passed with nothing but humidity, cold air conditioning, and thoughts on my mind. Before him, I was a virgin, having never even kissed a man. The whole world of lust and sex was always there, but I didn't realize it until I stepped into a low-income apartment holding the hand of a man I barely knew.He knew White Princess. He didn't care, and that was all that mattered to me.When I walked out the door, with a broken chain lock and a cheap ring on my finger, as a different woman, with a red stain that I could never get rid of and a deeper, darker desire in my blood.You can't go back once you set foot into that hazy, mundane corner of the world. The clever part is that you don't even want to. I attributed this to my problems and accepted the small fact that I was losing my mi
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