Semua Bab Fated to love you: Bab 51 - Bab 60

By the time it was thirty minutes to the dinner I began to fidget, I worried if the dress he got would fit me, agreed the one I was putting on right now was gotten by him but was a loose fitting style so it would have fitted anybody. Also there was the worry of where was I going to dress up? Certainly not in the same room or space as he, I had hoped to curl my hair and apply something little to my face because I wanted to look good, but what was the probability of that occurrence right now? The both of us were still seated at the table we ate, for different reasons I would like to assume. His reason was he had some work to do I guessed, from the way he was staring at his phone with intent, it made a lot of sense. On the other end I was just too full to move, I had eaten so much that the thought of standing at the moment scared me, so I waited for it to all digest, but right now after one sweaty check of the time it felt like all the air in the room couldn't satisfy my lungs and curb

I searched my brain for answers. Okay maybe she was just walking him to where he was seated, she did that for Luke and I afterall, but where was the tour guide who was supposed to be on his arm? And why was she holding onto him in that way? But more importantly why were they walking in the direction of our table? The entire Hall suddenly felt very hot. I felt panic rising in my chest, I clenched my fists and shut my eye, I could feel two pair of eyes on me, I knew it was Luke but I didn't want to see the concern on his face right now. It would confuse me even more. With every step they took in our direction my heart hammered, my palms produced more sweat, I took another gulp of water as they got seated, with Mac intentionally taking a seat close to me, closing all my thoughts with his presence. I felt a bit dizzy from the strongness of his cologne, there was a conflict in my belly over the one I had somehow gotten used to today and the one who sat beside me right now, I didn't want

I couldn't stand on my two feet. It felt like the earth around me was bouncing beneath my feet, I placed a shaky finger on my swollen lips in remembrance of the kiss. it really happened. The hottest and most intense kiss of my life had happened and my body couldn't get adjusted to the absence of that looming presence and the flush of that full pink lips on mine. My knees were weak and riddled with desire, my pupils had dilated as the last words he said to me played over and over again in my head. It sounded like a love confession, but to me? The intensity and force with which he said his words had me shivering involuntarily. I wrapped an arm around my body.I could tell he meant every syllable, every line and every word of what he said. Even though it sounded like a rehearsed speech I could tell it came straight from his heart and I didn't know what to do with all of that. Most importantly I had no idea what to do with the knowledge that I cried while he kissed me like his life d

" Don't tell me that is who I think it is," Lola gasped. I could only stare in return, and when she noticed I was lost for words, she asked again " Girlll, is it?" I nodded numbly, still in the trance of the whole thing because It actually worked! It worked! I was freaking out inwardly. It worked! Lola's delighted squeal filled the room as she laughed away. "Someone's finally going to get some action," She teased in a sing-song voice " Not me!" I denied it, covering my face with my palms as she continued to make sexual remarks. It made me remember our kiss. I touched my lips absentmindedly and wondered if we would talk about it today, crap. I left out that large detain in responding. I didn't want to talk about it or even think about it, I wanted to forget that it ever occurred. It wasn't something that was easily forgettable and the very thought of it always sent my body into a state of want and desire that was foreign to me. " Already touching your lip in preparation?" She

"Have your seat." His commanding voice brought me out of my reverie.I blinked back from my haze and made a shaky walk to the comfortable leather armchair I had eyed earlier. Luke walked to his huge chair and sat, pinning me with his eyes. Once more, his presence enveloped the room and swallowed me whole. I had a hard time recollecting what it was I came here for as he stared at me. His gaze was intense and hooded, I had no idea the kind of thoughts running through his mind, and it frustrated me because I knew about what I was thinking, and nothing about what I was thinking was holy. I looked away from his piercing gaze and focused my attention on the ground as if I only just found the marble floors exquisite and fascinating. I could still feel his gaze upon me, so I decided to speak, I was the one who requested this audience anyway. " Did you have one of your men kidnap my roommate?" You would think I know how to keep my mouth from getting me into trouble by now, I don't.