All Chapters of The queen of icy heart: Chapter 141 - Chapter 150

Chapter 13 (Loraine’s POV)Can I just say one thing? Last night was as exhausting as it was pleasurable. I can actually feel every muscle when I walk and every single one of them hurts as hell, but every time I feel the pain it reminds me of Andrew, and I need to be honest with myself when I say that a smile spreads across my face every time that I think about him. So, I am smiling all day already practically. Everyone is looking at me like I grew a second head, probably because I am the most serious person in the whole club usually. Even the security guys are less intimidating with their resting bitches faces.But I do not want to share what we have with Andrew with anyone. First of all, I want to keep it to myself and second, I am not really sure what we have so even if I wanted to tell anyone I would have no idea what to say. We are most definitely not a couple, but are we friends with benefits? Or was it just a one-time thing? I have no idea and is driving me crazy a bit, because

Chapter 15 (Loraine’s POV)Everything was going great. I was happy in my working place, building new friendships, having fun with Anabelle and Mandy, nights were spent with little to no sleep, but I was not going to complain about it, since I was getting the better part of the deal in those sleepless nights.But something seemed to be off with Andrew these past few days and I could not put my finger to it. I also could not just walk up to him and ask him what the problem was since I was not even sure there indeed was a problem. What if I was just getting a bit paranoid since it has been more than a month already from my last location change?But never mind, I can deal with that later. Today I was trying to muster up the courage I needed to apply for the position of security guard. I knew I was strong and fast enough but the fact that it was known to be a man’s job kind of slowed down my determination.But this time I promised myself to go for what I truly wanted for the first time. Ok

Chapter 17 (Loraine’s POV)A day out with girls sounded just like what I needed right now.As it was, I was constantly on edge, looking over my shoulder and was getting more and more anxious with every passing day and one day with girls spent shopping probably eating in a nice restaurant, playing dress up and pretty much enjoying sounded fantastic. It also meant that my past would not be able to catch up with me because I was not alone. I was completely lost in my thoughts about a day spent with no fear in mind and no problems bugging me, simply being a normal female in her late twenties, having fun while shopping with her friends. But suddenly something occurred to me, “Andrew! What about our training? I need to be as ready as possible next week!” I knew my panic that could be heard in my voice was kind of a sign of overreacting, but I really needed to prove to myself I can do this and to know I could achieve it on my own would be an even better achievement.Andrew wrapped his hands

Chapter 19 (Loraine’s POV) Something did not feel right. I could not put my finger on it, but my gut was telling me to go back to the club. Why? I had no idea but the opportunity to do so presented itself when Mandy asked me to put the car keys into my purse, because I was the only one that remembered to take a big enough purse to put in my wallet, phone and all the girly necessities but still had some space to put in the keys as well. Now I just had to come up with a plan to get away from them with a believable excuse, ran to the parking lot and drive back to the club so this awful feeling would go away. Even if I drove for nothing, I would still feel better if I followed my instincts and honestly, I doubted my gut was warning me for nothing. I know to some people it might sound stupid to follow your gut or your instincts, but those two things saved me more than once in the past years while I was being on the run. So, there was no way I would ignore it. As we walked around the sho

Chapter 21 (Loraine’s POV)How could he do that? If I had to guess, from what I saw in the office I would say Andrew knew about my past and he knew it well. So first of all, he was hiding the fact that he knows about everything from me, or maybe I can find an excuse for him and say he just found out, but I doubt that since he has been a bit weird for the past few weeks and especially today. But I am willing to tell myself anything to feel a bit better, and right now I needed to believe Andrew did not betray me like everyone else in my life did.At the moment I was sitting by the river that was right next to the club, and yes, I know I did not go far from everything, but it was far enough that Rodriguez would not think I came here, he probably thought that I ran away already like I always do when he finds me, but this time was different. I had friends, I had a job that I liked, and I hope they cared for me as well. I had a good life, and I was actually looking forward to the future. I