All Chapters of My Dearest Lycan : Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

Yesterday was the worst day of my life. My dream of being with a guy I crushed on was shattered yesterday. I had hope that I will one day be with him, but yesterday I lost hope. All the effort I put in for this guy to notice me was all wasted yesterday, which was our graduation.Remembering the many times he didn't notice me, pains me a lot. Even tears are not enough to express the pain.But today I'm going to move on. I'm not going to cry about a stupid guy, instead, I'm going to find another who will notice me quickly and will love me the way I am.As motivational speakers would say Life is short, and I can't spend my life thinking about a guy who doesn't love me. So I'm giving up even though it's a tough step for someone like me to take, but I'm giving up.I scanned my clock and saw it was twenty-five minutes past seven. It was time for me to get up from bed. On norms, I wake up every day by seven but recently I've been reading a book which is about Lycans and how they find their

"I'll be right back, I need to attend to something important," I said to Patty and was about to walk away when she stopped me."It hasn't been five minutes since you came and you already going, what's wrong?, What do you want to tell me?"Patty asked."Something just happened at home and I need to be there," I replied."We need to talk Cassy. You have something to say to me and I also have something to say to you."She said."What do you want to say?"I asked."I got into Yale" She announced.I was surprised"You got into Yale?"I asked to be sure of what I heard."Yes, I did. I will be traveling in the next three days."She said."Oh, safe journey," I muttered. It was the only thing I could say. I was surprised and dumbfounded at the same time.Patty getting the college of her choice which is more than a thousand miles away from where I live, and also me finding my mate, it means our friendship is over."Are you okay?"Patty asked."I am. I'm glad you got into Yale, and I wish you the best

I cleaned my eyes and pinched my skin to see if it was a dream, but it wasn't. It was truly Ryan, his dark curly hair and his pink lips, the chain on his neck, and the favorite thing I like about him, his mode of dressing. He had everything Intact as usual.But wait, what is he doing here? Is he a werewolf, or a Lycan?He was walking through the woods with a gun in his hands. I wondered what he is using the gun to do.But what if he is a hunter, and that's the reason no one is allowed to pass through the gate? It was getting late already, the moon was already coming out. I don't know if I should meet him, or if I should run away from him.But what if this is my chance, a chance for him to finally notice me? A part of me wants to meet him, and another part of me wants to run.He is someone I know, and I can't run away from him. And If I meet him, we would be together.So I'm left with no choice but to listen to the part of me that wants to meet him.But I have one problem, there's no

As I said the word, I didn't know if I was ready or not. If I were to think of the negative side of breaking the rule to be with someone who by intention refused to ask me out, there would be a lot of consequences.I don't know what he is it is what he is doing in the woods I'm being restricted from passing. The king spared me once and I'm sure he is not going to do it the second time. This is a risk and I'm not going to take it no matter how love him."Are you not coming with me?"He asked."I'm sorry but I can't, "I replied frankly and began to run away with my eyes closed.Yeah, with my eyes closed. It was a tough decision and I'm glad I made the right choice.I headed back home, I passed through a lot of corners so that I won't be caught by any of the guards.A few minutes later, I got home and saw my parents were getting prepared for this ball.I checked my time and saw it was time already. Did I spend most of my time with Ryan? It was just like we had a brief talk. To be sure

"What did he means by it's your turn?"I asked."He means it's my turn to look after our father."He replied."Look after your father?, Isn't he the one to do it?"I asked in a low tone."And how Is that any of your concern?"His older brother asked in his deep cold voice."Be calm on her, she's new. And I'll be on my way."Darren said.His older brother left, and we were alone in the sitting room of the gigantic palace."So since we have nothing else to talk about, I'll take my leave now, and the guard will escort you outside."He said, and when I thought he was taking his leave, he stopped and turned back to me."I allowed you here doesn't mean I have accepted you as my mate."He said and finally walked away.I thought of his last words. Well, I wasn't touched by it, but I was just happy that I got to have a private discussion with him.I will keep trying and won't give up until he agrees to be my mate. But let's talk about his older brother, what do you think of him?.He's handsome, cute