جميع فصول : الفصل -الفصل 60

Content warning: The next chapter has scenes of rape and sexual assault. Reader discretion is advised. Jill’s POV I felt sick, I might be new to the whole wolf thing, but I pictured mating like marriage. Yet Scott was happy to let other men rape me when he wanted to mate me. I felt like every male wolf I met just saw me as an abject to play with. Chad toyed with my feelings even though he knew he would be marrying Angela, Scott told me he wanted to mark me, yet he stands back and lets the rest of his pack rape me. I was over it, I could feel the anger and hatred fuelling my body. I was not going to stay here and be another plaything. Tonight, I will shower, and I will run. I kept my eyes open and on Scott as he ordered. The whole time I was saying to myself ‘today is the last day, tonight I will run free’. Scott did not bother trying to pleasure me this time he just did like everyone else went till he came and them climbed off me. “I can not stay and pleasure you this time babe. I c

Jill’s POVI was moved when Chad turned around while I got changed. He was so sweet.“You can turn around now. Thank you for giving me privacy” I thanked him. “If you want to talk about what happened I am happy to listen. I am here for you no matter what you need”His words moved me, but I was not ready to talk about what happened. Part of me was worried he would be disgusted by me and not want me anymore. How could I tell him that I had been violated repeatedly for the majority of my imprisonment. “Right now I don’t know what I need. I am angry, sad and disappointed. I need some time to sort my head out” I had no idea how I was supposed to voice my thoughts out loud.“I can give you as much time as you need” He sounded to genuine that it broke my heart“What if I never get right again? I can not stand the thought of a male touching me Chad and that includes you” He had to understand how messed up I felt. I craved the comfort I knew he could offer, but at the same time I was petrifie

Jill’s POVI was so angry at myself for letting slip about the heir thing. Megan was smart she would be able to put two and two together. I just hope that Chad doesn’t. I didn’t look back I just started running. I was determined that I needed to strengthen up my human body. If I was ever stuck like I was with my dad where I could not shift. I needed to be able to fight and run in this form. I started with a slow jog and gradually built up to a full spring. I could feel myself pulling away from Chad. That meant that I must be fast what is good.‘Jill slow down you are getting too far ahead’Chad even sounded out of breath in my head. I slowed back down to a jog and let him catch up.“I might start running with you in wolf form. You are too fast for me in human form”“That’s fine. I don’t mind what form you are in. I just want to strengthen up my human form so I will be running like this for the next we while”“Don’t lock your wolf away though”“No, I won’t, I will still let her out a c

Jill’s POVI stood looking in my wardrobe trying to figure out what to wear. It was a warm night, and I was with my friends and family. I was safe with them, I kept looking at a nice summer dress. Could I wear that and feel safe? I wanted to kick myself. I pulled out the dress and put it on. No one would hurt me, the only one who would think about touching me romantically was Chad and I trusted him not to. I took a deep breath as I walked out of the room and towards the garden. Chad was not here yet what mad me a tad calmer, as I meant I could get settled before he arrived. I walked over to Megan’s parents to see if I could help in anyway. I did not want to be just sat idle. I wanted to keep busy.“Anything I can do to help?” I asked“You can go and make some salads if you like, everything is in the fridge”“I can do that” I smiled and turned around. As I did, I noticed Chad had arrived and was watching me with a smile on his face. I blushed as I went inside to start on the salads. I

Jill’s POVI was not sure how to answer Chad when he asked me what I wanted to do for the week. The only thing that I had thought about doing was training and starting to wear the silver jewellery.“I was hoping to start trying to wear the silver jewellery and also start training”“That’s not going to take up all day”I then started to worry that he had plans and didn’t want to train with me. “I guess not. Why do you have something you want or need to do? Its ok if you do, I can train on my own” I was hoping with everything in me that he didn’t have any other plans. If I had to, I would train on my own, but I liked the idea of training with him.“Don’t be silly, I am planning on spending as much time with you as you will allow”His words eased my beating heart “Oh well apart from training I suppose we can do whatever you want” I just hoped that it did not include touching. As much as I wanted to spend time with him. I was not sure I could cope if he tried anything romantic.“I might