All Chapters of What if i die? (English): Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

Ciara's povThe first thing I became aware of was a steady beeping sound. The second thing was an intense and overwhelming feeling that was consuming my body. There was a constant throbbing in my head that matched the rhythm of my heartbeat and the mechanical beeping echoing around me. Sharp and heavy pain in my chest made it hard to breathe. My eyes were closed and I didn't want to open them because of the fear that I might be here again. In the place, I hate the most.As I slowly opened my eyes, I blinked a few times to clear the blurry vision in my eyes. I scanned the room to orient myself and forced a smile when I realized I was. The beeping sound was coming from a large, gray machine beside me. It took a moment for me to realize that I was connected to the machine through the various tubes sticking out of my arm. My arms and legs were cold despite being covered by a thick and soft blanket. There was the unmistakable smell of sterile equipment that was found only in a hospital. I

Hannah's pov I left early to go see Ciara. When I arrived at their house, I immediately rang the doorbell, but my brows furrowed when no one came out to open the door for me."Tyron? Hon?" I called, but there was no response. That's why I just opened the gate on my own since it was not locked at all."Hon?" I called out once more, but still, only the deafening silence answered me."Hello, is anybody here?" I shouted again as I walked around but my voice just echoed throughout the house. I just shrugged, where are they?Did they perhaps go somewhere? Did Tyron follow what I said last night to take Ciara to the hospital to have her bruises checked by the doctors? I'm really worried about her physical and mental health, I just hope Tyron already gets to his senses, because once he does, I'll probably be the happiest person.I'm happy with whatever Ty and I have now, but I'd be more at ease if Ciara was in good condition, she deserved everything and not this. If I had to take my step bac

I hid about that from them for a long time, especially Tyron. Because besides not wanting me to be a burden in their lives, I also don't want them to pity me just because of that. At first, I was hospitalized because I often fainted, and got used to it, but I didn't know that it was an illness that will never be cured anymore."I don't even know where they got those things they accuse me of.""They tell you all of those? Gosh.. how come they accuse their child without even knowing the truth first. Such a disappointment," I could feel the annoyance in her voice. I knew she would ask more questions about me, but I didn't want to talk about it anymore, so I just diverted the topic."Is it okay if I ask?" I asked, hesitating."Of course, whatever it is." I was silent for a few more seconds before finally asking my question."How.. your parents passed away?" I asked I don't know if it was right for me to ask that kind of question, but it's so sensitive of me, should I just take it back? Sh

"Shit, stop it. Fuck! What the hell are you doing?" I murmured irritably as I dodged all of her sudden attacks on me.Tss, I had no idea she had returned? What is it for? To bother? Why do they merely come just to keep pestering my life? Fuck it."You're such a bastard, Tyron! What did I just see?! I can't believe that you did that to Ara! Oh, God! What were you thinking about doing such a thing?! I just got in here, then suddenly... Oh my gosh! That's what I'm going to see?! And now, I get it! That's why she doesn't seem to want me to come over here, it is because this is what you're doing to her! Why, Tyron?! What happened to you and you're doing this?! Did your brain just drop to your damn egg, huh?! You were considered handsome, but seem to be an airhead!" She screams, her mouth was so unstoppable that it was getting into my nerves, and her high-pitched voice was making my blood boil. Fucking annoying."Will you at least put your fucking bag away from me?! You haven't even changed

TW: mentioning illness, deathTyron's povI was restless, nervous, and scared. Keep on walking back and forth while keeping my phone in my shaking hand. Still wondering what I would say to Jennifer the moment I called her.She'll probably sue me once I tell her what happened.I took a deep breath as my thumb trembled and pressed the call button. I nervously bit my lower lip while waiting for her to pick up the call."Hello? Who's this?" I snapped as I heard its voice from the other line, my heart started pounding as my sweat formed on my forehead."Jennifer.." I let a heavy breath escape."Tyron? Oh, it's you! What miracle in heaven is going on and you called? Did you accidentally hit the call button and started talking to me? We're still not okay, Ty. So stop hoping. I can still clearly remember all your mercilessness to Ara that I will surely never forgive," she said coldly, I gulped."Well, anyway, how's Ciara? She went home, is she already with you? Did she go there safely? I'm wo