As my alarm rang, I couldn't find the energy to open my eyes let alone get up. Not because I was tired but more so because my eyes felt so puffy and swollen from all the crying last night, and that feeling was horrible.Nevertheless, I rubbed my eyes; probably worsening the swelling, before sitting up. Times like this was when I wished I had an older sister, just to be there for me. I sat alone in my room, my bed too big for a single individual, I just felt alone.As I messed with my fingers, I remembered everything from last night and how quickly everything happened.The words 'I think I'm in love with you' rang in my head on repeat, as if I was reliving the moment every other second. It was horrible. The look on Ryan's face, the tears, the sobs, it all came back to my head and didn't seem to leave.What was I supposed to do? I had to face him eventually but i feel like it would be so freaking awkward, it would be so hard for me to have a conversation with him knowing what he may be
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