Chapter 113I had it all under control. I had moved on. I had decided to be there for my brother and friends. I had started succeeding in ignoring the pain.So why?I sat on my bed dejected, depressed, and sullen. I felt like my body was an empty shell as there was practically nothing left out of my essence. I had lost weight drastically and my eyes had swollen and reddened from the nights I spent crying in my room.Everyone seemed to be getting tired of my shit, but I couldn't help it. I was in so much pain and guilt and I couldn't ignore the feelings any longer. In the end of it, it really was my fault.All I had to do was visit him frequently, that's all he wanted, to see my face a couple of hours every day, to talk to me, to laugh with me, to eat with me.That's all he wanted and I ignored that, giving him a big empty house instead and neglecting the poor old man to his own thoughts and look where that got him.I was a murderer. My father's blood stained my hands and I could do no
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