JaylaI have never really liked being out in the sun for too long. However, being stuck in this little room with little or no light, makes me appreciate sunlight in a way I never have before.The sun signifies so much to so many people, but for me, the sun is what separates the cold climates from the hot climates, and it is also the difference between light and darkness.Looking at the small window at the the top of my room, I let out a sigh a I lean back against the wall. I don't know for how long I lay there, just looking out and wondering about many things.I don't want to think though, because thinking drives me crazy. I want to do something. I want to keep myself busy. I want to run arournd, be happy, be carefree, have friends, laugh and smile like l used to before. Sometimes I wonder what changed. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever get back the life I had before my eighteenth birthday. I wonder if I will ever be that happy again. I hate my birthday now. That day changed everyth
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