Semua Bab I'm Lycan you : Bab 21 - Bab 30

Roxanne's Point of View I was both a paradox of astonishment and feeling refreshed at the same time when I woke up. Because for some reason, I felt like my body had been massaged while I was asleep and now my bones, fats, and skin feel divine. However, I was startled upon opening my sight because of a sleeping Alexander in his full uniform, a mix of red, blue, and black. I slowly smiled when his eyes laggardly opened. He returned my gesture with a smirk. "I see you've woken up well. How do you feel? " "I feel good. My body is like sleeping in a fluffy bed of clouds. It's like my body was replenished while I was asleep." I tell him with a genuine smile. It was the first time I felt so fine like I was being well taken care of like a queen or princess. And the mere introspection made me emotional. 'So this is the feeling of how to be treated by your man like a princess. Knight in shining armor indeed exists. '"Are you not going to give me your appreciation and gratitude? ""I- for w

Roxanne's Point of ViewAfter Arshana showed me this so-called Gordian Knot, I was left speechless. Embarrassment swallowing me for judging their beliefs that seemed to be truer than ours in the future. Arshana told me that the Gordian Knot was no ordinary knot—it was a tangle so complex, so twisted in upon itself, that it defied the very idea of being untied. Legend says it was tied by King Gordius of Phrygia, an intricate weave of rope that symbolized the chaotic entanglement of fate itself. It was said that whoever could unravel the knot would rule all of Asia. The Gordian Knot represents a metaphor for thinking outside the box, for decisive action when faced with complexity. I once heard the name before but as someone who didn't care about history, I pay no heed to it.If only I've known that I would be in this kind of fate, I would have spent my whole younger years learning about history. So, I would be able to help Alexander solve their predicaments. I know this mate thing and me

Roxxane's Point of View"Love me or die."Everyone, not just me but even the people behind him gasped. Faces were mixtures of horrified and aghast expressions. I don't know what the problem with his offer for THEM might be but for ME, I should be the one who's showing such mortified appearance.I looked at the absurd man who offered such an insane reward, as he said, to me. "What do you mean by that? I am-" I stopped upon realizing what the matter was. Everyone in here, even me apparently, has a destined mate. So, what happens when you force someone to love you?""Oh, what happened little pretty rabbit? A wolf got your mouth?"I glared at him in response."Oh, what a cute glare, my heart was a little threatened, my dear."I don't know but upon hearing him endear me the way Alexander did, it felt ugly and disgusting. 'I didn't know such endearment could sound so pathetic.'"B-but Alpha, what would Luna Hellen think of-""DO NOT" The woman at the back who talked shivered upon being halt

Roxanne’s Point of ViewHow I wished I could just kill myself. How I wish I had the courage to just get any sharp objects and stab in my heart. Just like how others can. Just like how they can let themselves fall of the cliff, the river, and drown in the sea. But I couldn’t, I can’t.‘Why?!’I try to lift my eyes to stop them from slipping their tears because it’s already very dark and as I’ve realized, it’s the time when many of these werewolves go out.‘That’s nice, at least I will not be alone here.’ I encouraged myself while still carrying bricks. My hands are already red from the roughness of what I am doing, my feet are so accustomed to this that they have become numb as soon they feel that they are going to walk the endless path of misery, they become numb. Void of feeling yet lacks a sense of liveliness. The empty yet painful feeling of it is more agonizing than any direct pain could inflict. It makes me want to just slap my body on the ground to completely make the torture e

Roxxane's Point of ViewInstead of hunger, my whole body felt nauseous, which caused me to stop eating the meat. Thank goodness, there were some vegetables, so that's where I focused. I tried so hard to remove the lingering nauseating taste of the meat from my tongue."Ohh, you might've not been accustomed to that. " Hellen commented as she took the plate of meat to me and was supposed to eat it but began coughing really hard. I tried asking her what she needed but she couldn’t respond. I stood up, and began caressing her back because her cough seemed to be uncontrollable and I could see from her expressio-“Oh my god blood! Hellen, what’s happening, you’re coughing blood. Who do I need to call?!”Hemoptysis has a lot of causes, I just hope her disease isn’t an uncurable one. But from her state, being unable to form words and talk properly because of her incessant coughing, it seems to be worse. I began ransacking the room for some water and finally succeeded in looking for it when I