Semua Bab Unshatter Me : Bab 21 - Bab 30

Soo because it's long since I've published an update I present you another chapter. Oh and just to warn you it about to somehow go down.And for those who might come at me for lack of proper details well imagine them yourself instead "I'm sorry"It didn't need a genius to figure out who said those two words.I'm sure he didn't know how much I despised them.'I'm sorry' , those were wo words that I heard so often in my life'I'm sorry for hitting you', 'I'm sorry for leaving you', and so many other reasons that I' rather keep to myself."Why are you apologizing? You didn't do anything""That's, that's why I'm apologizing, I didn't do anything when he spoke to you that way""So you were eavesdropping huh" I scoffed as I looked at the star filled sky.It really was beautiful"If it helps, I taught him a lesson""Ever so violent huh""He shouldn't have talked to you like that""I wonder why you're speaking this way yet you do the exact thing he did just a few minutes ago everyday""Andre

What have I gotten myself into.I should have just told him off, why did I have to stall . I should have told him that nothing could happen between us .But, why do I hesitate?Why did I hesitate?Maybe I wanted something to happen between us or maybe it's because of the fact that I've been alone for far too long that I crave affection and touchWhen I was in my teens , I never got asked out neither did any male show me any sort of affection, instead I had to grow up faster so as to survive in this cruel ,cruel world.When I found my mate, Nathaniel, our relationship wasn't like the others around neither was it a bed of roses.We didn't have intimate moments together and I could count the number of times we shared a kiss , which by the way was never special, instead it felt tedious.So when I kissed the Alpha, I got lost in the feeling because I wasn't familiar with it. I wasn't familiar with the he spark and need and the craving for more."Enough Andrea, get it together girl 'I coul

This is for clarity for anyone that may have been confused in the last last two chapters. Also once again thank you so much for the votes ,reads and comments.Alpha Xerxes ' POVAnother chance.I had been given another chance by the moon goddess to be happy yet time and time again I just had to be stupid and ruin it.I've lost count on how many times I had the opportunity to make things right but blew it terribly. But not this time. I had my mind made up and there was no way I was going to turn back on this decision I had made.After realizing that I could easily be replaced and forgotten by my little human mate Andrea, i didn't want to waste any time at all.The thought of another man being with her made me feel both murderous and sick to my stomach.She is mine and mine aloneAfter finally having the taste of her lips on mine I knew that I had to move fast.I was certain that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her.She was perfect for me in every single aspect. She was kind

You want me to lie hereYou say 'Its okay'When I wanna rip all the doors off this placeSet it on fire and just walk awaySo I can feel anything else but this weightCause I let you in, when I needed spaceAnd you crossed the line when I pushed you awayHow could you? How could you "I think I need to make one thing very clear Xerxes once and for all. I am not going to be a second or third option anymore. You saw me as a replacement of your first  failed attempt of having a mate and so, because I'm weak, vulnerable, and currently mate less, I fit into your criteria Trust me, I have been through this before and I don't think I'm willing to ever put myself in a similar situation again. Another thing is that I do not share and clearly, you have already been claimed. So sort out your issues, fix the pending issues that you have with your mate and let life move on&

You could say you miss all that we hadBut I don't really care how bad it heartsWhen you broke me firstYou broke me first After exchanging those words with Xerxes, I sunk onto my arm chair and ran my fingers through my hair. So that just happened but everything was going to be alright. I've survived once, a second time will definitely be easier and at least now I know what not to do if I'm, planning on entering another relationship Positive thinking. I can't let the voices in my head win. Voices that tell me that I am not an enough. Voices that tell me that I will never be good enough. I don't want to loose control over my life.  So instead of drowning my problems and heartbreak in depression and alcohol, I'd rather take a positive turn and block it all out until I'm ready to face it all. As I kept on giving my