All Chapters of His Heart Ruler: Chapter 101 - Chapter 110

Ryan’s POV I could feel my heart beat rising as soon as my eyes fell on Freddy who was seated on the couch, with his legs placed on the table in front of him. His both hands spreaded wide on the couch handles as he looked back at me tilting his head. “ hi Ryan, wassup ?” he smiled nonchalantly. I asked “ why are you here again ?” scanning the room in a snap second i made sure that i have access to the door and any other things that i pick quickly and hit him with in self defence if incase he tries to harm me. Even though I was expecting some sort of apology from him for the thing he tried to do last time, I couldn’t trust him blindly. He smirked “ well, i thought you know why i’m here “ “ Huh ? you’re here to say sorry….aren’t you ?” And he let out a loud laugh as if he was laughing at me. I shrugged and tried to calculate the distance between me and the main door so that if he does anything this time I can run out of the house. He creeps me out, that i have to think

Author’s POV The sun is bright, and the sunlight is warm and not harsh. The birds keep chirping, and the breeze is cool. The light danced through the gap in the drapes, illuminating the far wall that was covered in the prints and magazine cut-outs he Had put up earlier. The room was warmed by the morning sun, welcoming me into the new day. As my toes met the worn, oak floors, Jenny stretched her arms, feeling every muscle in my body awaken, relishing in the horribly-great moment of the stretch “ Good morning, “ said Jenny as soon as Ryan opened his eyes after a long peaceful sleep. Last night both of them had so much of emotional baggages to get rid off and the process drained them till early morning and by the time they fall asleep beside each other. Ryan was emotionally exhausted after all the guilt trip and describing the reason behind his traumas. Suddenly he was feeling very light, that sleep no more felt like a hard task for him. Infact it was most deepest sleep he ever ha

Author’s POV Life seemed way more easier than it was before for Ryan once he let her treat the child in him with comfort and care. The child in him was broke, terrored and had a hard time convincing himself that it’s not too bad being attached to people, it’s never too bad to let someone see his wounds and vulnerabilities. Things become easy for him to communicate with when he actually stopped letting the fear take control over his life. And with passing days he realised that it’s never too late to live the life he missed. It’s been two months since Ryan and Jenny found their way back to each other again. He couldn’t deny the fact that all those hard times and tears it took when he came up with his vulnerabilities and darkest secrets to expose himself in front of her, which really did release a huge amount of burden from his shoulders. Adding to that, he could see the visible changes in him that allows him to breath without questioning his worth and existence. The new found po

Author’s POV When Jenny woke up, it was not by any choice of her own. While the sunshine on her face was warm and pleasant, the clock showed that it was not even 7:00, and she'd had a late night. She took a deep breath and wriggled herself out from under Ryan's arm, leaning off the bed just enough to reach the blinds and block out the sunlight. As Jenny moved herself to this position, the sheet fell away from her body ever so slightly, and she realised she hadn't put anything on after she and Ryan had finished off last night. They'd simply fallen asleep in each other's arms afterwards, with no energy left in their bodies.The fact that Jenny was naked was of no real significance to her, except that it reminded her that Ryan was naked under the sheet as well. As much as Jenny wished that she could go back to sleep, she knew she was up for good now, thanks to the sun in her eyes and the knowledge that Ryan's body was all hers if she just pulled away the thin sheet lying on top of hi

Ryan’s POV “ Jenny, I'm not going to do that….please stop pestering me. “ I had enough and couldn’t bear it anymore when Jenny kept pestering me for something I don't want to do or, much likely, I'm not capable of doing. It’s been more than six months now since we sorted out our conflicts and began to live together. I had been doing good since then, and I figured out why. Because from the moment I shared my traumatic experiences with her I did feel the lightness in my chest as the burden of keeping everything inside me faded away. She grasped the depth of hurt and mental anguish I felt. And soon, she and I took slow but steady steps towards healing. I can;t deny that she stood strong in every path i chose to walk on. She was just beside me, guiding me, listening to me and making me feel valued and worthy. Talking to her almost felt like talking to myself because she never showed any discomfort or judging look which I was afraid to get from people. She felt like me, more of me