CHAPTER 16: DISCOVERY I'm in my room right now, there's no knife or anything sharp buried in me, but I feel so much pain that my heart is going to explode, it's like my bloody is leaking. A few tears flowed from my eyes, I couldn't tell if they were tears or my blood, I wanted to scream but I could only cry silently because of the grief. The pain I feel is still not going away, it is getting worse and I feel like I will carry it until I die. I'm under the bed full of self-loathing, banging my head until my blood drips, I don't know why but I'm shaking. I don't want to think like this anymore, it drives me crazy, I cry every night and can't sleep because someone is whispering in my ear. I want to release all the pain, I don't want it anymore, I can't breathe and my heart is full of fear. It's like I'm locked in a tight room, I can't escape my past I gave up if the pain of him and the people I love is killing me now. I want peace in my mind, I'm drowning, help me. Fighting is the only
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