Lahat ng Kabanata ng My Cold-hearted Rogue Alpha: Kabanata 51 - Kabanata 60

"I will do it," I hear myself say and internally smack myself.What am I doing? But I know there was no way I stand on the sidelines when they are relying on me. Vi's face immediately brightens up and she gives me a small smile. "Call him," she says.I nod, "Caspian!" No response, not even a budge from the huge wolf."Louder and move closer," Vi says.I take a step and I see that they don't follow me. Am I really going to do this by myself? To say that I am scared is an understatement.I make two fists and move even closer. I want to try my hardest. He has done the most for me in such a short time, if I can't help him out of this, I doubt I will be able to look myself in the mirror again."Caspian!" I yell, and my voice echoes in the space.The huge wolf turns to look at me. Its head arches to the side as it studies my face."Caspian," I call again, softly this time. I don't look away from the wolf's face and it doesn't look away from mine."Caspian," I say and take a step forward a

Ash POVNight falls faster than I expected. I close Caspian's door as I walk into his room. What am I doing here? However, I don't want to leave him alone just in case he wakes up at some point.Doctor Louis didn't come around until evening and he didn't say anything was wrong. Only to inform him if Caspian doesn't wake up before the morning.Doctor Louis didn't stay for long and he was gone in just a couple minutes after checking Caspian. I can only take this as a good sign.I sigh as I slide in beside him. He is still sleeping peacefully, he hasn't even more from the spot Damien laid him on. I scoot closer and peer into his face. There is no movement under his closed lids. However, he is breathing fine.I should probably try to get some sleep. I lie on the bed and look up to the ceiling. Can I really stay here? Wouldn't it be in everyone's best interest if I left. Caspian wouldn't be like this if I am not here.Damien says the last time was three years ago and he is not blaming me f

Ash POV"I want to help," I say as I glower at Caspian.It's bad enough that he is on his feet with his temperature high enough to boil a freaking egg but now he wants to cook. I actually thought he was going to microwave some leftovers."I'd rather you didn't, Ashton." He says and turns away from me. "It's bad enough that you're not sleeping. I can handle this, don't worry about me."I sigh, "I am sure if I help it will be faster.""Yeah but I don't plan to cook a lot. I just want something fresh, that's all. Eggs and whatever I can quickly make.""Fine but if you so much as waddle on your feet, I'll microwave some leftovers for you and we will go to bed.""As you wish."I make my way to the table and take a seat. Caspian walks toward the kitchen counter and pulls out a chopping board.I watch his back and his moves around and for a millisecond, I wonder what it will feel like to run my fingers on his back.My face reddens instantly. I smack my face at the thought. Something must be

Ash POVI open my eyes to the sun streaming through the windows. I groan and rub my eyes immediately sitting upright. My eyes still feel heavy but I know it is because I just woke up and not because I did not get enough sleep.Caspian is not beside me, I look around and he doesn't seem to be anywhere in his room. I stretch and yawn loudly. I am starving. The flash of last night causes me to cover my face in embarrassment. I can't believe I let that happen.I look to the bedside and I see it is past eleven. My eyes nearly pop out of my socket. I was asleep till almost noon. Why didn't anybody wake me up?I jump out of his bed and flee out of his room. I make my way to mine and immediately go to the bathroom, I brush my teeth and take a shower.I need to change the bandage on my arm but I can wrap it by myself. I just take it off and settle with the band-aids I found in the bathroom.The wound has mostly closed and I know, it should be completely healed soon enough. If I could shift. I

Ash POVI try to pull away from Caspian but he won't let me. I can see the look in his eyes. I will be lying if I say I don't know that he is displeased with me.I did not expect that he would introduce me to Alpha Rayfe. I have known him since I was a kid but the last time I saw him was at my parents' funeral.He spoke directly to me. I don't remember the words but I remember him. Most of the funeral is a blur and it's not something I like to remember very often.I haven't thought much about the circumstances surrounding my brother's death. In fact, I avoid thinking in that direction because I know how powerless I am and that I have nobody else to rely on.However, I still don't believe Conall killed my brother but at this point, I don't know what to believe. I don't who is lying and who isn't.Caspian grip tightens around my arm and I am forced to look at him. He doesn't say anything. He just returns his attention to Vi.I can't comprehend why he is angry. He knows my brother is dea