Semua Bab Let Me Go, Alpha: Bab 1 - Bab 10

AUDREY POV I drag myself towards the quarters, I had exhausted all my energy while climbing the stairs, and I slumped on the door while trying to open it. I was so scared that I couldn't even cry. That is by far the worst form of punishment that has ever been given. The horrific feeling of drowning has not yet left my mind. It still possesses my body. From time to time I feel as though my head is still held under that water. I breathe deeply, my fingers shaking as I reach for the doorknob behind me and finally managed to twist it. The piercing and rusting sound it releases while it scratches against the hinges and opens is irritating. But it's nothing compared to the suffering they have gone through. All my life I have watched other werewolves live the life that I desired. Not on the larger basis of it but just the idea of having someone who cared for me. Someone who was worried for me. But that never happened. And I have been forced to exist in a world where I was only vie

AUDREY POV I run until my feet start to hurt. But it doesn't stop me. I don't feel threatened,I only feel the need to survive. All this time, the only image that plays in my head is that of the mystery man. I feel so drawn to him, I feel attracted to him. In ways, I could never imagine. It's almost like my body pulled me towards him. Back there, I had an ache to trace my fingers over his defined abs and even kiss him. Was I crazy for feeling this way? Was I just being pathetic? He was a powerful man for crying out loud. I could tell from his aura. His scent was filled with dominance, He was a man in charge. But I still don't seem to understand where he is from.Why had I not had the chance of seeing his face?There are a lot of regrets whenever I think about that, i can tell that he felt exactly what I was feeling. He had not chased me when I started running. Only remained standing there, Like he was frozen.The words he had shouted kept resounding inside my mind. Is it true? Is

AUDREY POV Estrangement. I have always felt estranged in this pack. This is the place I'm expected to call my home. As a servant, I have been given different chores all my life. I have taught myself to be somewhat a perfect servant. to listen to instructions and do as mistress MaryAnn pleases. As the warriors command. But in a way it would seem that the work I had chosen to give myself today was much more devastating than all the other tasks I had ever been given. Maybe it was something about how excruciatingly painful it was to imagine that I had tried to find a better life for myself outside the boundaries of this pack and failed miserably. The memories of that man are still stuck inside my head. I have come up with a thousand ideas as to how he possibly looks. His face is still the only thing that I have not seen. Was it crazy that I was now thinking about how big his cock was? I've never seen that. never seen a man naked. While I have never fantasized about that I truly didn't

ALPHA HERCULES “Alpha,’’ Martin calls out. “ You have been invited to daylight Pack a week from now to attend the celebration for the union of both Alpha Jeremy and his mate.’’ The mating process was beautiful. The moon goddess created all of us for a specific person. A wolf that was meant to strengthen us. To make us better and to complete us. ‘Where is his mate from?’’ I ask in a low tone. Sometimes it's often a little easier to be jealous of the other alphas who find their mates. For a long time now I had grown accustomed to the idea that I would spend my life alone. Ruling this pack alongside my servants and my beta.It has been three centuries. “A tiny human village from the far south outside the American border.’’ Martin’s answer seems to baffle me. “A human?’ I ask, breathing deeply. I was perfect at hiding emotions. But the disdain and disgust evident on my face couldn't be a secret. The humans. Pathetic. Worthless. Just like all the wolves of a lower rank in the packs. “T

AUDREY POV My heart beats drastically. I can feel it in my head. Thumping. Almost like a headache. I feel dizzy. I have so many thoughts running inside my head and it's almost as if I'm going crazy. I saw him. I saw him today. I wasn't prepared for it. Even though I couldn't see his face, his scent arrested me. it made me feel like a slave. All I had desire to do was fall to my knees and bow to him. Be at his feet if necessary. Be at his service. Was I crazy for thinking like this? Was I mad for wanting him to take care of me? to love me? He was my mate. The person the moon goddess created for me. I stand from the old fogey mattresses and slightly open the door. Peeping outside, Everything is dead silent. There is no one around. The other servants that are normally situated in the compartment below me appear to be absent. I feel confused. All the servants have been ordered two reside back in our rooms until the festivities of Alpha Hercules visit party is over. The alpha was known