Semua Bab Dispute Marriage: No Terms and Conditions: Bab 51 - Bab 60

Samuel The thing happened that I feared the most. Mom said it would be best if I joined the school Chrisanna, Eric and Kylee were in because it was the best school in the city. However, she told me I wasn't forced to go to that school if I didn't want to. But St. Blufecent has been the only school in the city which had a professional soccer team and was associated with a huge club. At that point, if I prioritised anything, it was my passion for soccer. I wanted to be in the best team for the best opportunities in future since I left the club that could take me where I wanted to be in the next decade.But at the same time, it was like a risky action to make when I had a full-length distraction growing as a whole girl. The damn girl with whom I shared a brotherly relationship just a second before she crashed over me and all my old sentiments went out of the window. Maybe, that's what happens when you take a break from seeing each other and grow up from kids to teenagers being apart.

Samuel Uncle Scott invited us for dinner at their place. I would have turned it down if the invitation came from someone else. Gatherings suffocate me. However, I was still battling with my mixed feelings for Chrisanna. I knew I had the very first crush of my life on her. And it was going to give me a tough time. I had to keep myself away from her— no— keep my feelings away from her because she was clingy and wouldn't let me stay away. And also because it had already been hard for me to do that. I regretted not having friends to talk to. I wish I could tell someone about the crazy things I was going through. Eric had been a good friend ever since and we used to talk once a month through the only social media I use rarely. But there was no way I could share that with Eric when he was her best friend.Google came to be the only friend I could share anything with. And I was so shocked when I typed half of the sentence and my question automatically was on the suggestion list. I guessed

Chrisanna"You're sure about this?" "I thought you never asked me if I was sure about something?" paa raises his left eyebrow while sipping from his coffee."Yeah. But when you don't like the idea of me dating right now I surely do have some doubts", I scoff, rolling my eyes."I surely don't like the idea but that doesn't mean I would find the guy suitable enough for you to date and still rush him off", he shrugs.It's weird to have such an open relationship with parents because it's just weird. Sometimes I feel like it would be much better if I had controlling parents and I could do anything behind their back and not feel bad about that. Now, I can stop informing them about anything that could be a big change to my life. Like my first boyfriend. Initially, paa didn't appreciate the idea of me having a boyfriend before twenty but he wouldn't stop me from having one. I ended up telling him about Marshall and he asked me not to answer Marshall until he asks me to. And he did what he h

Chrisanna "I'm going to Jenny's party. It's in her place. Who's coming with me?" I look at Samuel and Eric, hands on my waist, tight-eyed at the lunch table as they pass glances at each other. "Every time I was up to something with you, I got caught and had my PC seized by Dad as punishment", Eric seethes. I look at Samuel and he just looks here and there."What about you?" I gasp."Me?""Yes, kid. You. You're the only well-mannered one. No one is gonna doubt you", I say.He rolls his eyes. "Why do you both always try to screw me just because of that?"Eric laughs."What's this party about?" Samuel frowns. "Her sweet 16th birthday party. I wanna go. It'll be a full night party and I have to sneak out""You didn't get permission for that?" Samuel gasps."No all-night party", I groan. "Have you ever been to a party before? I don't think you went to one. At least, not in a whole year I have been here", Samuel says. "It can be my first time", I tap on the table. "Come on. You guys sh

Samuel "Can't be at your practice today. Gotta babysit my neighbour's dog. She's paying me ten bucks. Too low. But that's all I can do for a wasted week. Pray for me. I can't get along with dogs much. And all the best"I open my backpack to take my jersey out when I find the note stuck on my jersey. It brings a small smile to my face. When did she put that anyway?Chrisanna never missed any of my practice rounds. She's always so excited and I wonder how she never gets bored of watching me just running and kicking the ball. I folded the note and put it into a small section of my backpack where I put all the notes she left for me throughout the year. Most of them are a whole page of our whole ass conversation in the classroom where we couldn't talk. She always has something to tell me. "Hey, Sam. Whassup!" Ricky comes next to me, slamming his backpack on the stool."Hey. Good. You didn't practise yesterday. Coach Martin was looking for you", I say, slipping my jersey over. "I went t