Alessio Thoughts of Catherine swirl in my head and transfer to my dreams. I never dream but tonight I dream every time my brain calms down enough to sleep, images of her face show up. They switch between defiant, confident, scared and terrified. They all bring different emotions with them, emotions that confuse me. And I’m never confused. The defiant and confident version has my body tingling with excitement. I want to smother her, suppress her until she gives in to me like a good little subject. I want her begging me, to crawl on her bare knees begging me… Begging me to do what? I’m not really sure yet. The sacred one brings me satisfaction. When she looks at me with those scared eyes, shaking from fear of what I’ll do to her. But the terrified version only angers me. I know she’s not terrified because of me. Someone else holds such a large part in her brain. Someone that is not me. That angers me. I should be the only one that holds such a strong part of her. I growl at myself a
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