All Chapters of Monster Alpha Fenrir Book I: Chapter 51 - Chapter 60

MarsaiThey say regret of a tiring wonderful evening, comes in the morning and I couldn't agree more.I didn't realize how fatigued I was yesterday probably because I was filled with adrenaline and excitement from the places Leah and I explored.I stir in my bed, putting my weight on my side, and backing the glow that came from my opened drapes. I still feel tired after falling asleep the instant my body touches the bed.It was only now that I regretted leaving the carriage at the Beta’s house and walking all the way back home. It must have been madness. Or maybe it wasn't, maybe it was a certain someone.Damn. I just want to get rid of him in my mind. I replayed yesterday's event in my head and realized it was worth it. I had fun with my best friend and gained some clarity on Fenrir's case even though I'm still not willing to open my heart to him.The play was my favorite part of yesterday. If Fenrir and I ever settled our disputes, I planned to take him to the theater if they ever

FenrirI stood outside the Marsai's door after delivering the breakfast I spent over thirty minutes preparing.Pitiful…How much of this did I have to do? How much food and effort of mine was she going to discard like a filthy piece of clothing? Would I stop if she didn't eat it this time too? Absolutely, no. Yes, I was getting impatient but I don’t think I would ever stop. Besides, I enjoy cooking and caring for her so much. Nowadays, My mood wholly depends on how receptive Marsai was towards me...it hasn't been good.Every time I got impatient with everything that was happening, I remembered all the things I have done to her; from disrupting her special and marking it to a mournful day for her. The most recent one, putting her best friend and the guards through a near-death experience was still fresh in my mind.I finally see the light behind the fog.But then— how I made her respond to me when I had no idea who I was. Or why I kept going into this blood rage. I knew I wanted her.

Marsai.Fuck...I'm screwed.Was that why he was also keeping his distance?It can't be. It didn't add up, if he knew that I really did try to escape, he should have had my head on a stick. No, he won't go as far as killing me out of range, but I should be in the dungeon by now.If Clara was telling the truth, which I know she is because no one else was aware of the parcel besides Elena who I gave it to. Clara wasn't here to watch me package the parcel, so she couldn't make it up, I mean why would she?I shot out of my bed, my once fatigued body now fueled with fear and anxiety. I needed to find Fenrir, he needed to know that I didn't mean to run away..no, that's not smart.He would think I only came back because I didn't meet Leah at the beta house. He would think I only returned to the Alpha quarters in search for her. What Else could I tell him to convince him otherwise?.."There is no time to think of what to do.."I tell myself. He knows already, almost 24 hours now.Elena..What

Fenrir's POV"Are you familiar with the name, Hunter?" I paused to see his reaction. The knowing look on his face gave it away.“Alpha Hunter?”“Should be.”“Oh, he is the Alpha of Moonbound pack? Asides they are three miles up north through the Nightshade woods.." He points behind the pub, which makes sense why it was called Shades pub."-and surprisingly, he was crowned on the same day as Mar- The Luna's 18th birthday, the same day you arrived....that's all to it that I know, Alpha" He bowed a little before meeting my confused gaze. "Is there a problem, Alpha? Is there something else you would like to know about him?" His voice breaks as determination starts to brew in me. My arrival the same day as their Alpha's coronation...THAT shouldn’t be mere coincidence."We are leaving for Moonbound right now." I start to walk towards my carriage. His steps are careless behind me as we walk down the dirt road."Alpha, we can't just waltz in. They would take us as intruders. We have to be

Fenrir's POV“Hawk?” I heard a strangely familiar voice call the name I hear in my visions.Hawk was the name of the body I possessed. I came here for the exact reason, to find answers and find out who I was before this blood madness started. I just didn't expect to make contact with a possible help this soon.So much for getting a disguise..I turned my head halfway around to see a man, shorter than I was but with a similar build and hair color.Rudolph who stood beside me had a clueless look engraved on his face as he looked between myself and the strange man.“Do you know him, Alpha?” He asked me but I didn't feel the need to reply. I came here for answers and not further questioning, I have done that myself already.“Oh my…” the man came closer to me, staring at my features like I was some ghost.I found it eerie that I was acquainted with his voice but not his face. The same way he stared at my features, I scrutinized him. Though it was evening, it was a bit bright enough to see