All Chapters of Let Me Love You Again: Chapter 71 - Chapter 80

NateI pushed the cart between the lanes while Axel tried to take off from my hand the phone where I was looking for the list Maya had made for me. That day I was off work and I went to pick up Axel at my mother’s house. Maya had class late, so I would take care of the dinner, and since we didn’t have anything in the fridge, I had to go and do the same.That had been our routine for weeks. Axel spent a day at home with my parents and one with Maya’s parents, he certainly didn’t stay alone for long. Sometimes he even stayed with Jess, who was on forced maternity leave, not that she complained or anything. She was complaining all the time about bombing everyone in the office who handled her open cases. She was a fucking control freak who could blow anyone away.After our wedding, Maya and I were living in what looked like a bubble. I don’t think I’ve ever been so happy in my li

BradI went into the supermarket yawning, after a shift and a hell of a week, I was completely shattered, and destroyed.I’ve been fighting with Sheila for over three weeks. We weren’t moving forward on good terms, and it wasn’t what I was hoping for in peace, not that she cared.According to Sheila’s mind, her pregnancy wasn’t important to her and her career. She didn’t want to miss any opportunity, she didn’t want to interrupt her career for our daughter, she didn’t want to pause her life for our daughter, so she’d rather give her up for adoption than raise her, and when I said I’d take full responsibility, she refused.For three weeks, all I had done was talk to my lawyer and the social workers that Sheila had put in the middle of the adoption because, without my consent, she had sought a family to entrust my daughter to.Last night, during the break, I called

NateI got up from the sofa, and outside, the sky was still dark. I had not slept at all and spent the night looking at the ceiling, thinking about how to solve the situation. In those days, I also had to empty my apartment since, at the end of the month, I had to vacate it for new tenants, and having this mess at home with Maya was not the best.I wanted to surprise her on her birthday, I wanted to take her to the house that I had taken in her name and mine, but apparently, the fucking jobs it needed were more important than they looked, and the agency had fucked me over. I should have talked to them, too and canceled everything. Fortunately, I had not signed.It could have been good for me, too. I could have graced Maya again by going with her to find a home. Maybe as well as returning to her good graces, I could have returned to her legs.I got up, folded the blanket neatly, left it on the sofa, and then put the pillow on it. I went to the kitchen and put the coffee in while I we

MayaThat day had arrived and gone in a flash. All day I had not received any news from Nate. Why didn’t he look for me?Again I tried to wash Axel, and he again refused. This time I forced and scolded him and then put him in the bath to wash him. All the while, he didn’t look at me, and he just got himself washed up in silence with red eyes swollen with tears.I felt like shit about it, but I couldn’t wait for Nate. Neither of us could wait for Nate.I changed Axel, and he remained silent without looking at me, offended to death by me.Once I changed into his pajamas, I tried to put him to bed, but he refused and kept repeating Dada endlessly.I knew the argument was between Nate and me, but Axel was the one who ends hurt the most, and that was one of the reasons I didn’t want anything to do with him at first.Axel began crying desperately, not wanting to stay in bed. I picked him up and went back to the salon and picked up my phone, and dialed Nate’s number."Yes," he said coldly."

Maya Five months later I moved my pelvis slowly, making slow, sinuous movements as Nate grabbed my hips and threw his head into the pillow, moaning silently. I bowed my head and bit my lip trying to prevent my own groans from being heard by the little beast who was surely awake in the other room. I laid my hands on his on my hips and bent forward to kiss him. Nate groaned in my mouth when I moved again and felt him deeper and I groaned in his mouth too. I left my grip on his hands and grabbed the headboard, holding me while Nate grabbed my butt fiercely and began to push inside me with so much force that the sound of his balls slamming against me was the only thing we could hear in the room beside our choked-up moans. I put my forehead on his neck and bit his skin as my body stiffened under his thrusts until he touched exactly that point that made me disintegrate completely. I came so furiously that I almost screamed and bit Nate harder on the collarbone. Nate grabbed my buttock