Mixed Feelings의 모든 챕터: 챕터 41 - 챕터 50

Six months later,I was changing my clothes in the change room in the cafe where I work, my shift was completed. I left the cafe and reached my car I climbed inside and drove to my house.In the Past months so much has happened, I graduated from school, I got admission to the University of California, I'm 19 now, Beth, Zach, and Aron become very close to me day by day. Remond and Seth went to London after graduation. We celebrated my birthday party at my house, it was memorable to me and I cried my eyes out remembering him. I miss him terribly, I wasn't myself in these 6 months I was awful, They tried to bring my happy side many times but failed miserably. I never smiled, I never tried to talk to anyone, I cried and cried and cried, Every single day, every single night. There wasn't a day that went well without thinking about him.The door was open to my house, and I walked inside to see Beth, Zach, and Aron waiting for me. I signed and walked to them,"I'm not going to any party," I

“Ok, Let’s meet then,” Antia replied,“Ok,” I answered.She decided the place and time, I agreed and went to bed.Next day I woke up and did my morning duties, I made my breakfast and had it. I took my car keys and drove to my college, I was majoring in both English and creative writing.I had made a couple of friends here in my college Morgan, Rachel and her boyfriend Jackson and Thimothy along with Aron, Beth, and Zach.*********“Morgan, I already said to Beth that I’m not coming,” I said, irritated by that question.“Please Ness everyone is coming except you, don’t do this to us” she used her dramatic side again, I glanced her and sighed.“You are not going to leave until I agree to come?” I asked shaking my head, she giggled “Nope”, “Fine,” I said irritated by it.She jumped and hugged me “Thank you,” She said smiling,“Ok. Ok, “I said.We walked to our classes although she was majoring in law we shared the core curriculum which was a compulsion for all students.We walked inside

We reached his mansion; the car stopped and Enzo grabbed my hand, pulling me with him. I tried to pull my hand from his grip earning a glare from him. I just followed him behind letting him pull me. While he’s dragging me through the living room, I noticed Judy standing in the living room smiling at me, I smiled back.He opened the bedroom door and dragged me inside. “Stay,” he said in a dangerous law voice.I gulped and nodded. He still had that effect on me, god!!He walked out, leaving me alone in this room. Everything rushed to me. Our memories in this room, our kisses and all. I sat down on the edge of my bed and cried my eyes out.I heard a knock on the door. I wiped my tears and looked up to see Judy with a sad smile on her face. She walked to me and wrapped her arms around me, kissing my head. “I’m happy to have you back dear,” she said, she looked down at me.I smiled at her, looking at my face for a second her smile dropped and a frown made its way to her face. “What happene

Later, Everyone was enjoying the party. Antia walked over to us and gave an engagement toast saying “I and my brother shared a strong bond by birth, I grew up learning different things from him, I love my brother more than anything. I am so happy today to be able to congratulate my brother Enzo and his beautiful fiancee Venessa, I have always believed that there is someone out there for everyone and today my brother found his and now, ladies and gentlemen, may I ask you to rise and join me in wishing the charming couple health and happiness” she said and kissing me on my cheek and hugging her brother.Everyone raised their glasses and toasts with Antia, I see Edoardo walking to us, smiling at us. He stopped by us and turned toward them," Hello everyone, I’m Edoardo Francisco Thank you all for coming to celebrate my Son’s engagement.[he turned to Enzo, Smiled] My Son as you’ve grown and matured, you have brought more joy and happiness to our lives than we ever believed possible. Now th

I don’t know what got into me to warn him like that, I guess I had enough of men trying to control me. I had enough of this, I will change him in my own way. I have decided.As soon as I entered my room, I broke down into tears, crying out loud. I want his love not this, I miss the Enzo who loved me, cherished me, I want him to come back to me. I can’t see him doing this, I will get it him back, I will get my Enzo back by hook or by crook.********I woke up feeling my head pondering. With all the thoughts rushing inside my head, I stood up and walked inside my bathroom. Did my morning duties and rushed downstairs for breakfast, Judy saw me.“slow down, Nessie”“I’m late, I’ll going to miss my class, Judy”She quickly served breakfast and had it quickly. Paul dropped me at my college and I rushed inside, I quickly reached my class and took my seat at my usual place. Professor has come and began the class.****Later, I was sitting with my friends at our usual spot in the cafeteria, ha