All Chapters of My Childhood Crush: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

"I can't believe you told him you loved him! You can never take that back, you are the first one to say it. Girl I need to teach you how to get these men wrapped around your finger the right way." CeeCee said. "Um no you don't, you suck at relationships. I mean look at yours, your guy treats you like shit and cheats on you all the time, and you take it. Alethea did nothing wrong, she can't help if she loves the man." Alexa said. I nodded in agreement. After I told him I loved him he looked at me for a very long time. I don't know what made me say it, but I did and I wish I hadn't, because he never said anything back. It became awkward after that, we sat on the cliff in silence that night. After he took me home I haven't heard from him in a week. Each day it was a struggle not to call or text him, but with the help of my girls I didn't hit him up at all. At first, I would go to bed crying, then for a few nights I packed my bag and slept over at Alexa's house for that week, and I'm

An hour later after having ten more shots we ended up at one of the strip clubs in Providence. I was too far gone in my drunken state to care about being too shy. So when it was my turn to dance on the pole I drunkenly stumbled onto the stage and towards the pole. A few guys laughed because I was drunk, but I didn't care. Without looking at anyone in the crowd, I grabbed hold of the pole as the song "dip it low" by Christina Milian started playing and I did a simple move first. I swung on the pole till my back was against it with my ass facing the crowd. Right when Christina sang "dip it low, dip it low slow", I slowly bent over with my ass on the pole and my hands on the ground. Then I slowly came back up with my left hand going above my head to grip the pole and my right hand going slightly behind my back also holding onto the pole. I slowly turned around to face the crowd and sensually but slowly did a split. Right when the part "pop pop pop that thing" I did split twerk. All ar

"Mason let me in, I know your in there I can see my sister." My brother yells and bangs on the door more. Mason slowly stood up, walked over to the open and slowly opened it. My brother barges into the house looking pissed. If this was a cartoon his face would have turned a bright red and smoke would have came out of his ears. Ash looked between me and Mason three times before he focused on what I was wearing. I closed my eyes and balled up my fists, nothing could prepare me for this. It wasn't supposed to happen this way, not now, not today. "You two sleeping together behind my back?" My brother calmly asks, looking between the both of us. I was about to speak and tell my brother everything, but Mason beat me to it."It's not like that.""Then explain to me what it's like then, because my sister is completely naked under your t-shirt.""I-she-" I quickly sent a quick text to Alexa saying, "911 emergency come get me from Mason's." "Spit it out already.""I was drunk and Mason came

An hour later CeeCee, Alexa and I were sitting inside of a male strip club with the rest of the bachorlette party. We had front row seats to the stage. Ash's woman hasn't said much to me since I arrived, she's been having too much fun with her friends mooning over the strippers. I sipped my wine as I sat watching the whole show. Ash's lady was caucasian with long black hair, fairly tall well average for a female, I'll say about five foot five. I barely know her, but I'm already getting a bad vibe from her. "WOOOOOOO YES BABY!" Ariel, my brothers woman was yelling towards a male stripper who was giving her a lap dance. I can never understand those who need to do this before they get married, this is so not my scene. I'm itching to just get this night over with already. "Man this blows, I want to leave already." Alexa said, CeeCee and I both agreed as we three sipped our wine some more."Isn't this your kind of scene though?" I asked CeeCee, she is of course the wild one in our group.

It's been three weeks since I woke up to an empty bed after that night Mason snuck into my room. Three weeks since he told me he loved me after making love to me. Three weeks since I last been in his arms. Three weeks of crying non stop, three weeks of being angry at him and cussing at the air at the tops of my lungs. On this day, I finally became numb & on this day, is my older brothers wedding. We are still not on speaking terms. He has tried everyday to talk to me, texting and calling me but I don't respond or answer his calls. As for Mike, we haven't spoken much since our date but thankfully he agreed to accompany me to my brothers wedding. There's no way I could face Mason and what ever date he brought with him tonight. I sat in front of my mirror looking myself over one last time. I wore a baby blue knee length altar dress with clear glass heels with diamonds running on the side of them. My hair was pinned up in a neat bun. I looked like a princess, but I didn't feel like one.