Have you ever wished you hadn't lived?I know it's wrong, but if there were only one misery in the world, I would have wished I hadn't lived.I've never wished to have this pain. This is not the life that I expected, and I couldn't stop asking the universe why? Why was I even born when they left me this too soon? I do not deserve this life. I am only 17 years old and yet, I feel like I've experienced all the worst things that the world has. I was born without having my dad. It hurt, but I couldn't do anything because he had left me. He died in an accident, and now... my mom followed.Seeing her lying down in her coffin shattered my heart into pieces. I still remembered those times she would tell me ..."It’s okay baby if you don’t have a dad. I will be your dad and mom! Isn’t that great?!" She laughed, as I."'But you are too soft to be a man, and you are a woman not a man," I told her, so her brows furrowed."Am I?"I nodded my head in response."Yeah.""Don't say that Savvy, because
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