Maddox's POV I put up my mental block before I enter pack land, definitely not wanting her to hear my thoughts or feel what I'm feeling. Forgetting my bags I run straight into the pack house. I Ignore everyone as they call out to me while I run up the stairs. I can't, I can't look at anyone right now. I can't talk to anyone right now, I just need to be alone. My chest tightening even more as I finally make it to my room. I shut the door and lock it before running to my bed and diving into it. Pulling the covers up and grabbing her pillow while pulling it into me. I lay there and finally let it all out as I cry and break down. I can't, oh goddess I can't! Just the thought of being with a man terrifies me. My body hasn't stopped trembling since I left him laying there on the floor. I squeeze the pillow tighter before taking a deep breath in and screaming into it. My heart hurts, it hurts because I saw the hurt on his face, I hurt him. It hurts because I can't be with him. I just c
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