All Chapters of Beautifully Ruined: Chapter 71 - Chapter 80

LEIGH-ARI POVGoodness me!My vagina is burning!I thought to myself as I slipped in my white dress pants and then zipped them on my side. No cap, I was going commando today! Every move I made, every little step I took, I could still feel them plundering deep inside of me with sheer abundance. If there was ever a time they gave me all they had, without holding back even slightly, it was last night. I was sore in all the right places and heck, I needed a damn break!I pulled over my white thin blouse and then chuckled at the sight of millions of hickeys that were all over my body, from my neck, down to my belly. I turned to look at my back and it was just the same. Deep red spots and some teeth marks. I seriously needed a long break from them. After everything they did last night, I was going to split into two if they ever asked for some again. I finished up dressing with a little hum, I don't know what it is about sex and making someone be in bloody positive dispositions. But I was.

AVA POVI couldn’t stand still. It was as if the whole room had needles everywhere and they were pricking me whenever I tried to sit down. I paced up and down in my bedroom to the point where I felt dizzy. I watched as everyone raced around the house as soon as the big 3 arrived, carrying a limp Leigh-Ari. My heart was in my throat by then, and I kept on picking on my nails as I waited for the storm to curb. At least that way I will be able to think.Suddenly, the door burst open tearing a yelp out of me. I turned to find Scar standing there, looking like Lucifer in all his glory, and glaring dangerously at me. I tried reading him, tried to find what he was thinking in his mind as he stared at me with the greatest animosity, all I could see was pain and anger etched across his face boldly. But mostly, pain that knew no bounds. He knew! Of course, he knew before everyone else did.“Ava?” It came out as a roar. But he was my brother, and I knew it intimately that he didn’t mean to sta

XANDER POVI have experienced loss before.I have seen what it does to someone, to the heart, and to the soul. I have seen people losing themselves inside the deep abyss of grief and pain, wondering if they will ever get back to their old selves without the missing piece of their lives. I have seen how grief tears them to shreds and leaves their souls to bleed.But in a history of grief, I have never seen pain so raw and cruel.I was watching from the front row when Leigh-Ari recovered from losing her unborn baby. She spiraled down the abyss of control where she tried, by all means, to keep her head above water because she was afraid that if she let it slip, for a split second, if she let go of that control she had in her grasp, she was going to break. I watched as she clung to the only things in front of her, then built herself until she was this giant badass bitch on top of the world. A phoenix rising from the deep black and cold ashes. I saw how she handled the pain that was infli

SCAR POVWith a bitter taste in my mouth and a heavy heart, I stood on the terrace by the second floor and watched as the black G-wagon stretched out of the estate, taking off with a speed of light. I swallowed down the bile that was dancing on the surface of my mouth threatening to spill.The past few days have been nothing but a nauseating roller coaster of emotions, I have felt things I haven’t felt in all my life and it was fuckin' enough. I couldn't take up any more shit than I already have. Because within a mega pint of them all, there was this strong force that made me feel like I was sinking. My whole body was stiff and so were my insides. I don’t even know what it was, but it sucked elephant balls.I tried to accept with everything inside of me, to come to terms that Laura was gone and that there would never be one like her. But the more I thought of her, the more the hatred I had for Ava piled up inside of me. She was blood, we shared the same rotten womb and I watched her t

LEIGH-ARI POVI was in awe. I never knew that there were some people in this cruel world, who were very capable of living a lie and under a certain delusion for their entire life, believing that little voice in their heads while it continued spewing nonsense right into their brains for all days of their lives.But our dear Ava was living proof that some people, were just a pile of nutcases with nothing but crap running in their minds all day long. I seriously couldn’t bring myself to believe that she had fallen for that crap we said with Xander back at her hiding spot. Even an idiot would have figured out that the situation wasn't as it seems.She was a fuckin' traitor, who was on a run. Our sudden appearance had to say something to her. But nope. It didn't. For someone who had spent years in this kind of life, she was sure as hell as easy as it gets. Imagine if it had been Oleg who got to her... I went there expecting resistance, a bit of a fight; bloodied lips and aching muscles as