All Chapters of Hopelessly Devoted To Loving You: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

I woke up to the sun shining on my face, it was Christmas day I was going to my parents today for dinner and presents. I rolled over to see Ryan wasn't there, so I got up to find him, he was in the dining room having breakfast, I think he is just naturally sexy.　　"Morning, merry Christmas, come and join me"　　"Merry Christmas and okay" I replied back, "what's your plans for today?" I asked as I sat down　　"I have a Christmas party to prepare for, I have one here every year, you're welcome to come if you want" Ryan replied "I have a dinner with my parents today"　　"Well it's not until later, starts at 9pm"　　"I should be able to make it then"　　"I hope you do"　　"Well I better get ready to go to see my family then, hopefully be here later"　　"Okay, have fun" he replied as he stood up, kissed me on the cheek and left the room to start getting his party plans in place for later, I got up and starting making my way to my parents house.　　I made my way to my parents house, it was like som

It's been a few week's since the Christmas party, I've been staying at Ryan's every night, the sex was amazing and it's been so great dating him but when we are at work he acts like I'm not really there, at the start I didn't mind but now it was starting to get to me, would be that bad if everyone knew we was together and not keeping me secret anymore.　　Do I bring it up, or just keep acting like it's fine? It's got to the point, he only looks at me when we have a meeting, he doesn't lift his head anymore when I bring in his coffee or tea, his post or anything, surely that look's more like there is something going on between us.　　It's after work and I'm making my way to his, to be with him tonight, when I arrive, Ryan is already home, chilling on his sofa, going over some work with a drink in his hand, then doors open to his apartment, he turns his head to look at me, I can see the happiness when he looks at me, "Hello Beautiful, come here and join me" Ryan say's with a wonderful smi

Katie POV　　I've waited all day for this date, well if I'm being truthful I've waited the whole time we have been fucking for this date, I still can't believe he wanted to do this. maybe he does like me. Now time to plan what to wear, what will make him take me into the restaurants toilets and fuck me like he hates me, then go back to our table and eat dinner like nothing happened.　　Just thinking about that was making wet but no time for that, I need to get ready, I hopped into the shower to start get ready, I need to make sure I didn't need to shave my legs...other things too. The hot water hit my body, it felt so good.　　twenty minutes later, everything shaved and ready, I got out and grabbed my towel, started to look at all the dresses I owned, I finally found the one, I got it out and placed it on bed while I started to do my hair and makeup for tonight.　　once that was done, after an hour I put on my black, sleeveless dress, that was curved around my breast, tonight I was going

Ryan came in and sat down on my bed to talk, I sat next to him "okay Ryan I'm listening"　　He went on to explain everything, and just looking into his eyes I could somehow see he was telling the truth, but I still felt hurt.　　"Ryan It's not going to be the same between us after this, I believe that you didn't cheat and you truly didn't mean to let me down but it still hurts but I'm wiling to give us another chance, just be patient with me, I'm a little unsteady, but if you love me don't let go of me"　　" I have never loved anyone like how I love you, I never even loved Marie like how much I love you, you mean the most to me, I fucking still and always will love you, I don't ever intent to let you go or hurt you like this again, I wish it didn't take losing you to see how much I love" Ryan said back with tears in his eyes, I wiped away his tears and kissed him, it wasn't like any of the other kisses we have shared, this one felt different, like I felt save, I felt love, I felt happine

Once we was out of the shower, we started to get dress, "last night and this morning was amazing, but we are going to have to take things slow between us" I mumbled out, "what do you mean slow, we just fucked" Ryan hissed "just slow, I'm not going to come over every night to fuck and hang out, I can't just go back to normal" "Fine, well I've got to go away for business for a few days, I'm needed to sort out a couple of things to do with the company, nothing to worry about" "How long is a few days "I asked "a week" "A WEEK, That's not a a few days, that should definitely slow things down for us" "I will miss you too" Ryan says with a smirk on his face, "God you're annoying" I snap back, Ryan grabs me and starts Giving me big wet kisses all over my face just to annoy me more, I end up laughing, not annoyed. "I'll let you know when I'm back and we can talk about us" Ryan said while still holding me, but his hands had slid down to my ass and looking into my eyes, making me f