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Davina’s POVAfter Irena calmed down a bit, her eyelids grew so heavy, I barely had time to move her to the king sized bed before she surrendered to deep sleep.She was exhausted from the lack of sleep the night before and all the crying and anguish she went through in the past fourteen hours.I covered her with the blanket and closed the door behind me silently.I mind linked Ian, told him that everything was fine and that I’m going to grab some of my books and come back to sit by her side.He sounded so relieved and happy to hear that, like he was carrying the weight of the world around his shoulders and he just got free from under that unbearable weight.We agreed for him to come wake her up just before lunch so they could talk about where they should go from here.I sat on the long comfy sofa that was placed in front of the glass wall and dived into my spell book with concentration.Time passed and I barely noticed it when Ian knocked on the door softly.“Come in” I mind linked hi

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Davina’s POVBy the time they parted and Irena sneaked a look at me, I had plastered a fake smile on my face and nodded my head at her, telling her that I was fine and that I was so happy for her.I didn’t know if she bought it or not but she didn’t say anything at that moment.I looked at Jude and saw him staring intensely at me. I had no doubt that he was the only one who knew exactly the kind of battle I was fighting with in my own mind and heart. He saw right through me and I was sure that he will have plenty of things to say about that when we’re alone.That moment turned out to be sooner than expected as Jude addressed Irena and Robert politely and genuinely “I’m glad you were able to reconcile with your daughter Robert, I’m very happy for you, for both of you”“Thank you alpha” they said together respectfully.“Robert, Ian, we have a meeting in half an hour. I’ll see you in there” he said firmly.They took that as a sign of dismissal as they stood up and left at once, with Iren

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Davina’s POVI tightened my hold on him as my heart melted at those words he just said to me, at the nickname he just called me with.I opened my eyes slowly and felt relieved that the room was back where it belongs again, no longer spinning in my vision.It was at that instant that I became aware of the extreme hardness I was sitting unconsciously on.It was about five minutes after my orgasm and I felt a little selfish for forgetting how much he must be struggling to contain himself merely for my comfort, selfish for not relieving him right away; not that his desire has dwindled judging by the solid steady growth pulsing under me.I lifted my head from his neck and moved until I was straddling him.I looked at him deeply and said very lovingly “Thank you alpha, for taking my pain away and giving me every ounce of pleasure you could offer me. But I want to thank you in another way…. If I may”He smirked at me and asked amusingly “What may that way be, Davina?”I ran my tongue over my

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Davina’s POVEach man took his mate and started training her for the whole hour.Irena was starting with the basics while I resumed straight from where I left off before the battle. A double attack.Our eyes never left each other as we fought. I felt like we both had no care for training this time but we were rather doing it to pass the achingly slow day that never seemed to want to end and grant us our special night of love making.Maybe if we didn’t promise each other since we opened our eyes this morning that tonight will be the one, time wouldn’t have seemed to be moving so turtle slow.“Davina” Jude addressed me a little strictly after the sixth failure to block his attack.“Sorry, alpha” I said breathlessly.“You’re not focusing, it’s going to get you hurt” he said firmly. He was able to stop his attack at the last seconds every time I failed to anticipate his movements, but that last one was pretty close to shattering my jaw if he wasn’t already so careful.“Can you really blam

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Davina’s POVIt was Jude’s turn after Robert and he looked like he was fighting for his life.He had bruises all over his face, a nose bleed, a split lower lip, and his shirt was torn in different places.He gave me a reassuring smile when he saw my worried expression “You should see the other guy”And that’s what I did as both me and Irena looked over at Ian and saw him in a similar condition with the exception of a dislocated shoulder that Robert was trying to put back in place.“You never took it this far before” I said warily.Were they pissed off at each other?A loud popping sound followed by grunts and curses from Ian erupted in the room.Irena ran over to him and crouched down as she held his hand with a lot of fear in her eyes.Ian looked at Irena with a lot of passion and love he spoke reassuringly and touched her cheek “I’m fine, I promise. This is nothing I’m not used to”“It’s okay Irena, he’s been through worse than that. We just got a little carried away” said Jude smug

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Jude’s POV “I think I like alpha Jackson, do you think he was telling the truth? That he would help us out with sending his own men to a battle that is not his?” asked Ian seriously. We were all gathered around the dining table having our dinner after returning from the Bison pack. I was just filling Ian on the results of our two trips. “Eighty extra trained men could really tip the scales for us brother” commented Ian when I didn’t reply right away. “I don’t know Ian. On one hand it’s good for us, but on the other, we’d be putting their lives in danger for our own safety. I put myself in alpha Jackson’s position and him in mine. If he came to ask for help because his pack was about to go to war, would I sacrifice my own men for a fight that wasn’t even ours?” I asked him tensely. He seemed to get my point as he pondered over this. I looked over at Robert and saw him looking at me, already having an opinion about this but reluctant to share it. “What do you think Robert?” I pre

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Jude’s POVHer words took me so much by surprise that I kept staring at her for a long time without saying anything.“Jude? Did you hear me?” she asked in confusion.I blinked out of my shock and focused enough to form my next words “You want us to mark each other now?”Her answer was immediate and sure “Yes, now”“You’re sure? I mean… remember what I told you before about the mark and what it signifies?” I asked her intensely.“A mark is like an oath. It’s an oath of love, protection, loyalty, trust, and commitment. You make an oath you have to stick to all its parts not just one. A mark is not a claim, it’s a submission to the other person. A complete submission and trust to give the other person your heart and soul. You give them your all and in return you receive theirs. It has to be done when both people fully accept to stay by each other’s side, always and forever” she recited my words from what seemed like a long time ago to the letter in her deep raspy voice, her eyes never le

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Davina’s POVEven though his threat weirdly aroused me so much more than I already was, and I felt like I wanted to disobey him and challenge him because I secretly knew that he loves to punish me and wants me to misbehave more often than not, I gave in to him and obeyed to his command.I wanted him to give me and show me all sides of him tonight. The gentle loving romantic side, and also the dark dominant strict side. I was falling head over heels with both those sides. Each of them drawing me in to him and attracting me in different ways.Even though we had what looked like eternity together; especially after our future and the possibility of our survival and winning the upcoming battle just got nearly guaranteed by the moon goddess herself, I wanted it all tonight and like him, I had no patience to take things slow anymore. I had no patience to experience one thing at a time. I was done waiting, I was done with taking it slow, I was done being afraid and shy of my sexual desire to

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Davina’s POV He let me have my fill of the ecstasy until I was finished with it, after that he removed his head from under my breast and I felt his eyes looking at me disapprovingly. I keep my head down and speak remorsefully “Forgive me alpha. Your touch is so hypnotizing to me, it was beyond my control” He addresses me strictly, not acknowledging my remorseful words nor my defense “You have to learn self control Davina. The longer you prolong your release the more intense and pleasurable it will be for you. That’s one of the reasons you’re about to get punished, to learn and remember what will happen if you give up control too early. Do you know what the other reason is?” “I disobeyed your order and came without permission” I said in a low voice. “Good girl” he patted my head softly before grabbing a fistful of my hair and lifting my head up. I winced a little because of his roughness, but I couldn’t deny that it sent a chill down my spine, a good kind of chill. He leaned close

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Jude’s POV “Jude? Are you guys okay? You’re late for breakfast, we’ve been waiting for you for ten minutes” I open my eyes to the sound of a worried Ian in my head. “We’re good, go ahead and have breakfast without us. Davina and I will eat in my room. I’ll meet with you later” I told him sleepily as I rolled on my other side and my eyes landed on my beautiful, sexy, very naked mate sprawled on her stomach. She was very lightly snoring. It was the first time she snored, I’m guessing it has something to do with the all consuming activities we were involved in all through the night. I lost count of how many times we had sex, how many flavors we tried, how many healing spells she used to keep up with me. By healing I don’t just mean from me punishing her whenever she disobeyed me, I also mean some sort of energy boost or recharge to receive more pleasure and relieve her sore muscles. She is perfection in every sense of the word. An addiction. Sex with her made me realize how meaningles

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