Aqua Louise Pov: I wanted to shout, I wanted to scream at him, to tell him he doesn't own me but then I have learned something from Ma Olive, I also need to show him that his touches don't affect me anymore. The mare thinking of it alone gets me all dripping wet but then...I can't continue like this….I can't continue to let him have his way with me all the time. If I need him to ever look at me as a mate then I need to fight this too. I felt a burning sensation on my chest, I closed my eyes and blink back every once tears that intend to drop. It hurt so much just to go through all this for love, it hurts like hell but then I have no choice, I'm at the point in my life where I had to make something happen and I can't do that without getting hurt emotionally, but I think the most important thing should be that at the end of it, I think it's worth fighting for.
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