All Chapters of Letting go: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

Christian I swear it feels like it's been hours since Amy turned up here and yet she and Tom are still going at it like cat and dog. Of course, Jack is more than happy to stick his two-pence worth in. "Christian, are you really going to let your brothers speak to me like this?" Is this bitch for real? "Amy be grateful that Zoe isn't here, you'd already be out cold!" It's no lie. My sister has met Amy several times and never did like her much and now, well now she hates her with a passion. "Zoe wouldn't have the guts to stand up to me, same as that hoe that you've been shacked up with!" Tom stops his ranting and at the same time we both seem to realize that she is talking about Molly "What are you talking about bitch?" She lets out the most annoying laugh I have ever heard before looking over my shoulder. "Well clearly your bitch of the month regrets how she behaved towards me last time or she wouldn't have walked away like a scared little bitch. She caught me off guard last time, it

MollyMy walk to town was hard, not so much physically although it was made a lot harder by the day that I've had but more than anything it was mentally hard. I walked past so many places where homes once stood but now all that was left was rubble and mess.My mind was fogged the entire walk as I thought about everything that had happened over the last two years and tried to figure out where I go from here. While on my way here I walked past people who were living their own hells whether it be heartbreak at losing their home, car, personal and precious items or even god forbid their family or friends. Their troubles are so much worse than mine right now and for that, I feel like I'm acting like a shitty human. I'm here feeling sorry for myself while others have got it so much worse but still, I can't help how I feel. Everyone has struggles no matter how big or small and no one should be judged by them. Everyone's feelings and lives matter regardless of if they are worse than someone

ChristianI'm pissed, so fucking pissed but I'm pissed at myself more than anything else. I'm confused about what I'm thinking and feeling and it's annoying the hell out of me. When I found out that Molly couldn't be found on the farm I instantly panicked. The girl has almost died twice today and I just wanted her where I could see her, even if I couldn't explain the reason why. The relief I felt after speaking to her and knowing that she was ok was quickly replaced with another wave of anger when she point-blank refused to tell any of us including Tom where she is. Does she think she can just leave like this? And more importantly, why the fuck do I care about it so much? I've wanted her gone since the first moment I laid eyes on her and now that she's gone I should be jumping for joy but all I feel is anger while something else simmers in the pit of my stomach that I don't want to figure out right now. Tom storms away from the trees and heads back towards the remains of our house.

Molly My conversation with Tom is quick and to the point. It doesn't matter what has happened today or what my feelings are he's at the town hall and he needs me so that's where I need to be. My heart is pounding as I race out of Penny's shop and head for the town hall, the only problem is that I've only walked past the town hall once when Tom and I came shopping, and I'm struggling to remember where it is. My lack of concentration aint helping right now either. SOPHIE AND KATIE ARE MISSING! How? Why? And worst of all they think that they have been taken by someone. Just thinking of those poor girls away from their Dad and family brings tears to my eyes. They must be so scared! I run with all I have in what I think Is the right direction but my heart falls when I end up down a side road that leads away from the town, shit! If I'm right the town hall is in the complete opposite direction from here. I've just wasted almost 10 minutes for nothing. I've also got a stupid stitch fro

Christian"That was Tom, the bank doesn't have that much cash available which I suspected but they are having it brought in within the hour. And he's already ordered the rest of the money, it'll be here in two days." Jack looks pretty shocked at my words. "Jesus I bet that cost a fair bit to have it brought in that quick!" I nod agreeing."I still can't believe he is a millionaire." Callum takes a seat next to Zack in one of the plastic chairs that are lined against the wall. "I don't think any of us can. Why didn't he tell any of us?" Zack grunts as he fidgets in his chair while trying to get more comfortable."I don't know brother, but we're gonna find out!" I don't understand it myself. Since when did he have all this money? I've got several friends in the army and while they make decent money it's nowhere near what Tom is claiming to have plus if he's willing to give away one million does that means that's all he has or is there more that we don't know about?As much as I want to