All Chapters of James, Philip And Me: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

Jane I could not handle all that Martha had said, and the fact that I could be losing my mind scared me. Why would this be happening at this time? I had a lot to deal with. I had finally found men that cared about me and things were looking up. I did not know what to do really. This was something that I was not willing to share with anyone. If I told Philip and James, they might leave me. They had not professed their love, all they wanted was for us to be exclusive, which was great, and things were progressing as should. Telling them this might just blow everything up. If I chose to seek help, I might lose my licence. The irony of life. People knew what to do when they began to feel their mind was slipping away. They met people like me to make sense of it all and make it all better or in the worst-case scenario, help them manage the problem, so they do not hurt anyone including themselves in the process. Who do I go to now? What do I do? I had never been confused like this before. I

Jane The visit from the agents had made me upset and spoiled my mood completely. I could not allow myself to cry. James and Philip were coming, and I couldn't let those arseholes spoil my mood. I decided I would tell the brother's in the morning. I did not want anything that would ruin our evening. What Derin had said had gotten to me because he mentioned seeing things that I couldn't comprehend. Did he know that I was having mental issues? Did the agency know? I needed to find help quickly, but I needed to empty my mind tonight, so I did something that I haven't done in over two months. I took some meds to help me relax and not worry. It would take forty-five minutes to kick in so I sat on my couch to manage my nerves until then. I decided to watch the news while I waited for Philip and James. I turned on the Television, and the governor was having a conference with the press. His eyes were Lizard like and he had green scaly skin. It looked different from what I saw on James. The g

Jane The moment I parked at the clinic, my phone rang, it was James. He rarely called and left all the phone stuff to his brother, so I picked up immediately. "Hello?" I said to the phone. "So so sorry, Jane. We feel like jerks right now. We didn't finish the meeting until two in the morning, and by then, we figured you would be asleep," He apologised, and I told him it was okay. "Are you sure you won't consider moving in with us?" he asked, and I smiled. "I told Philip that I would think about it, and we should discuss it in person," I repeated, and he laughed. "Can't blame me for trying my luck," he said, sounding sweet. "Anyway, where are you?" He asked. "I am at the clinic. Why are you asking?" I asked. "We thought today was your day off. We are at your apartment." He said. "Yes, today is my day off, but one of my colleagues asked me to come. I won't be long, I promise." I told him, and he said it was okay that they could wait. "You must have stayed up for us last night.

Jane I wanted him to tell me. I wanted them to trust me enough. " Jane, if we tell you, your mind won't be able to process it, and we do not want this to end," Philip said, holding me tighter, and I realised I would have to speak up. " Like Dragons? " I said, and they both froze. I waited and watched James body language, then sat up in bed. " Tell me why the fuck you two jumped off that building," I said impatient, and they were still speechless. Then I got off the bed and went to get the file Thomas had given me and tossed it to them. " Besides, he hid it and did not let the agents get their hands on it," I said so they could know the huge favour Thomas had done for them. Philip flipped through the files, and his hands began to shake. He handed the files over to James. " Fuck!!!" was all James said while reading the contents. " Tell me," I demanded, looking them dead in the eyes. " How did your colleague get this information?" Philip asked, a bit annoyed. " I can't trust y

Jane I hurried to work the next day, leaving the brothers in my apartment. I saw a couple of lizard faces on my way to work. After my discussion with the brothers, it did not bother me anymore. One of the things that stood out, was the fact that the people that had lizard eyes were either rich, influential or powerful, which indicated there to be a type. I hoped to move James and Philip to Thomas' care and find a way to plead with him to clear them. Moving in with them seemed exciting. I remembered how I felt at the resort, and I knew it would be better. Dragon and supernatural things aside, my life was finally getting on track and even though the brothers were yet to profess their love, I was happy. My phone rang, and I had to park to answer it. It was Amrah, and I remembered that we were supposed to hang out. I felt bad and had to muster some courage to answer the phone. " Hey," I said, sounding guilty. " You stood me up last night," She complained. She also sounded like she was