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Chapter 81

EASY ON ME I make my way into the pack at nightfall. I can sense the lingering gazes, the unspoken questions. They're all wondering who I am, while speculating that I was only human. The marks on my skin don't make much difference. They question more along the lines of why I even have them than consider me now their own blood. That's good by me too, their more for me and anyone else who does know what each is for. The gate closes behind me, Grayson's Gamma going off with a nod of head as he leaves me be. We haven't spoken a word to each other, I dont know him enough to exchange conversation and he wasn't up to the task either. Gerzi walks alongside me, and I leave the horse at the stable, heading into the enormous house that was once my greatest dread and then my home. It's close to midnight now, my steps echoing back to myself as I tred through the vacant hallways, before coming in contact with a small figure at the top of the stairs.The child yawns, rubbing his eyes but stares at
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Chapter 82

FALLING MASKS My vision blurs from staring into space for a while, thinking of everything. I want to reconcile with Grayson but I didn't know how to go about it and I did not want to leave on bad terms as before. Then there's this issue of being wrong about him. I'll admit to my insecurities that I've maybe not forgiven him for allowing Trish's death. Though I know it's only being hypocritical of me, seeing how much he's risked and taken care of me when I was down. Even Marie while I was unconscious. I'm not the only one being ass here."Are you listening to me mamy?" "Yes," I answer quickly, snapping myself from my stupor. "No, I'm sorry, I got distracted for a moment .""It's fine," He tells me hanging his head. "It doesn't matter .""What, no," I grab his hand in mine pulling him back to me, before kneeling at his side. "What's wrong tell me?""We have the archery contest and there's no one to be my partner. Papa is always busy and I'm not very good. Everyone will laugh like the
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Chapter 83

LOSING GAME I stand staring at the rustling grass, blinking as if I've just received sight my entire life. Grayson and I had spent the remainder of the night together, soaked in the rain like wild animals curled around each other and I slept so peacefully it hurts to admit. It felt as if I was trapped in a glass cage and he set me free, when he remarked me. God what am I doing? This wasn't the course I had set out for at all. The worst thing about it is there has to be someone else. Someone in his life and Tyler's. He couldn't have been waiting on my return all these years.The camp had changed so much since the last time I was here. I had changed so much. Tyler was....Tyler was still a baby then, so small and required so much attention, love. I had been so scared for him then. Terrified that someone, anyone would attempt to hurt him. So much has changed in seven years. He was no longer a dependent. Now he was as fierce as his father, exerting so much authority, get being so innocent
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Chapter 84

NO ANSWERS MORE QUESTIONS I stood watching Tyler from a distance as he rallied the other children to play. He's giving orders to the others as they walk around searching for something to build with. It's ironic that he's just standing there but doesn't help and I wonder what had they been teaching him about being Alpha.The direction of my thoughts changes once more thinking of how strange it was that I was yet to receive any word from home. Surely the Alpha King had some news to relay to me. But there hasn't been one bird. That wasnt a good sign, which meant I'll have to leave maybe a little earlier than planned.But Tyler….And the unforseen future with Grayson as an enemy is rather forbidding. I was supposed to come here to make friends with him, instead I wound up making him more of an enemy, rasing more questions and stirring emotions that I never knew existed. Why didn't he ever mention that he felt my emotions through our bond? That he knew how I felt within a given circumstan
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Chapter 85

NOT ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR My body vibrated at the sight before me, as I tied the horse to a nearby tree. I couldn't believe my eyes, there's no way there could be a crack in the fortress' wall. I won't say the structure was immaculate, of course not. It probably withstood centuries of wear and tear, but that crack was definitely new. I hurried inside, silence greeting by ears and I braced myself against my worst fears. There's a probable explanation for all of this," I chided myself. Everything is fine. Everything is fine.Everything is not fine.Everything is not fine I realise finding the camp in disarray, rampaged and destroyed as if a war was waged heavily here. Arrows pierce the ground and castle walls, swords abandoned, blood streaked against the dirt and grass, the reality of everything pounding deeply into my chest.I couldn't breathe. I couldn't breathe.My hands trembled terribly as my knees gave out from the sight before me, tumbling me to the ground.Where were th
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Chapter 86

A NECKTIE FOR THE LADY I could still hear Gerzi's dissuading voice in my head calling me to a stand still, but I fight against it with every facet of my being. I am going to find them and I am going to kill every last mother trucking one of them for all the blood they've shed without cause. The disgraced Prince or his men had no right to invade us. I never bothered him in his crusades but now he made himself my enemy and I wont stop until every life was avenged."Leila!" Gerzi growls."Either you join me, or leave me alone, Gerzi!" I warn him, tapping the reigns of my horse for him to move a little faster."You're going about this all wrong," He tells me. "You need help. You need Grayson.""Fine, run along then and go get him. I don't see the reason why you won't suffice however, if you ceased bitching.""Do I look like a guard dog to you?" He hisses offended by my words. "And while I would like to, I can't spend anymore time away from Grayson. It's been too long. While he says it doe
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Chapter 87

GRAYSON RETURN TO SENDER Leila.Something was wrong. I could feel it with every fibre of my being that something was wrong with my mate. The bond had grown stronger and senses more sharper ever since that fateful night I remarked her beneath the moon. The same way it had started then. But this feeling wasn't the same sharp and hallow sense of pain that I felt for her sometime ago. No, it was much different. I dropped everything walking towards the woodlands with haste. Something within me told me that whatever it was, was time sensitive. I couldn't let her down. Even if I was disappointed that she chose to run away once more. Thunder clashes above me as lightening splits the sky in half momentarily, a shy reminder of the tumultous thunderstorm that was approaching. The rain will make the terrian a little more tedious with it's loose ground and slippery mud, but this wasn't the time to think of how forbidding the circumstance was. I only needed to be cautious. Time wasn't a luxury I
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Chapter 88

DESPARITIES I stepped outside the pack house since what seemed like ages ago, there were so many gazes set on me, human and wolf alike. Possibly they were expecting me to make some grave announcement when I have nothing. Not even a postive cheer for myself. I walk away from it all, the sene of waiting assembly. I wouldn't be the one to address them. That was not my role. Instead I found myself staring at the gate, thinking it was a pitiful assurance of safety. The fortress walls were almost immortal, yet they didn't keep the hell I witnessed at bay."Leila," Grayson steps around me, to block the scene that has made my body quiver in fear. He stands nine feet tall, blocking even the very rays that the sun pelted my way. He could sense my fear I realized. "There's no need to be afraid. This is your throne too."I glance up at my rugged mate. He kept his word. He wouldn't leave me alone. "I didn't want a throne, " I explained to him, eyes still focused forward."What do you want Leila?
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Chapter 89

DAINA I hated her. What was a stronger word for hate?Loathed.Yes, I loathed that wrench of a human female.I couldn't fathom why Grayson would ever take interest in the likes of her and it all started from that night; when I suggested they make her clean the house until her nails fell out. Alpha Blaze would have given into my suggestion had it been him alone. But no, Grayson decides to put the matter to rest. It only escalates from there. She's named his mate after one night, when he decides to bury himself in the wine cellar and who happens to be on cleaning duty?! That wretched woman! After one night shared together, hurrying from the scene of her crime looking disshevled and confused as ever, she is the one he chooses. I'm no longer his Gamma female.The ceremony is dismantled and I loose Grayson all together. Yes I'm bitter. Yes I am. I should be. Anyone would be. Yes I loathed her very existence. I will admit I have my fair share of unfaithfulness to Grayson but being a Ga
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Chapter 90

PANDEMONIUM ***WARNING: May contain triggers.My feet takes me back ans forth, around and around in the same space outside Grayson's door. I'm sure he knows I'm out here making a fool of myself, but this time my issue isn't with seeing him. I'm trying to rationalize if I've lost my wits or not.Daina practically threatened both of us. She threatened me within the hearing and presence of her Alpha, without an ounce of remorse or care.I'm still surprised he hasn't humbled her, or even unsure of the reason why he puts up with her.Maybe he feels guilty for casting her aside and choosing me as his mate? She was a pain in the ass as the Gamma female. I'm sure every bid good riddance of her the moment she fell off her high horse."I think you should reward Daina for all the hard work she's put in over the last few years."Grayson glances above his shoulders at me before going back to what he did. "Over the years?" He questions. "I already had, it was a disaster. She doesn't need anymore
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