Semua Bab The Alpha Hates Me : Bab 161 - Bab 170

Sophia POVI shouldn't have let Matthew touch me like that. I know that now, but just a few minutes ago, I couldn't resist him. I had almost given up my first time. If Konrad didn't interrupt...For once, I was thankful for Konrad's jerk behavior. I like Matthew but wasn't ready to give himself to him yet. Or to anyone. I just got swayed by the moment.I jumped up and put my dress back on. Maybe I'll lock myself in the bedroom until tomorrow. I wasn't tired enough to sleep, but I didn't feel like dealing with other people here.Especially the twins...Guh! I'm so sick of them fighting over me!Liz would've thought this situation was funny. She probably would've said it was romantic. But I didn't find anything romantic about Konrad being my mate. He looked at me like I was some icky bug to be squashed under his feet.I heard a noise and turned around.Great... one of them is back already. Why can't they just leave me alone?"Which one are you again?" I asked him."What do you think?" h

Sophia POVI could kick myself for letting my guard down in front of this filthy beast, I thought to myself as I felt him fidget next to me. I had my back turned to him so I couldn't see what he was doing, but I had no desire to turn around and find out. It didn't go too well the last time I opened my eyes.I couldn't believe he was jerking off right next to me. The audacity!Even though I felt a flutter in my stomach when he called me sexy...god...what is wrong with me!And now he was taking up the entire bed with his monstrous body!"Could you move over to your side more? I am barely hanging off the edge!" I snapped after I couldn't take it anymore."What? Go back to sleep," he mumbled."I can't! You are taking up the whole bed. You need to move over," I whined."You have plenty of room on your side," he grunted, then moved even closer to me.He is trying to piss me off, I thought. "No, I don't have enough room! You are too big for this bed, so just go back to your room, please." I

Sophia POVI snuggled closer to Matthew as he held me against his chest. I was still shivering slightly, but his warmth spread through my body and I was slowly feeling better. He stroked my hair slowly, putting me to sleep, but I didn't want to let my guard down. Not after the way Konrad treated me.But Matthew wouldn't do that to me, would he? I wondered. He had been nothing but sweet to me this whole time, so I felt like I could trust him."Are you a lot warmer now?" he whispered into my hair.I nodded against his chest. "Yes, but could you hold me a bit longer?"I felt his chest rumble as he chuckled. "Sure thing. As long as you want me to.""Why are you so nice to me?" I asked."Why wouldn't I be?" Matthew sounded surprised. "You are my mate. I'm supposed to love you.""Then why is Konrad so mean to me? I'm his mate too!" I exclaimed. I know I have asked this question many times now, but it still baffled my mind. I couldn't understand that guy. How can two men look exactly the sam

Sophia POV"What the fuck are you talking about?" Konrad barked at me. His green eyes almost glowed amber. Did I make him angry again? Oh great.Yeah, why did I ask him this question? I shouldn't care if he didn't smile at me as he did with Minerva. On the other hand, who really cares what girl this beast liked?But I cared. I burned with anger, and I wanted to run to them and scratch her face off. And then kick his shin with all my might.Ugh! What was wrong with me!? I have Matthew. I shouldn't be bothered by Konrad flirting with another girl! Minerva seemed so sweet too. She treated me way better than Konrad ever did and here I was getting jealous over nothing. I couldn't hate someone who had done nothing wrong. I should hate Konrad and only him. And being jealous over Konrad? How dumb when he didn't give two shits about me.Something must be messing with my head because I was going insane. [You love your mate even though he is cruel to you, don't you? Silly, silly girl,] my wolf

SophiaMy mark hurt. It throbbed under my skin, like an angry wound with a mouth that opened and closed. Was it trying to speak? If so, what did it want to tell me? Maybe my body was rejecting what Konrad forced upon me.[That bastard. How could I let him mark me when I wanted to reject him instead?] I cried to my wolf who just laughed in return. [You enjoyed every seconds of it] she hissed. He leaned against the cave wall, his foot propping him up, and he was so still. He was like a living stone who held himself rock-still. But when he did move, it was with a lethal precision, an animal created to kill and destroy. That was the sexy part of him. Since I'd never really experienced kindness from him, I didn't know if he had another side.I was so cold, so cold that it was bone-deep. A gentle, caring man would have offered to hold me and warm me, but Konrad wasn't a gentle, caring man. Not like Matthew. He was barely a man. He was a beast who could only hunt and kill. His eyes penet