In the midst of my fear, I continue to hold myself responsible for my hasty decisions and actions. And I'm still feeling sorry for myself and my predicament. I could die here without anyone knowing. But above everything else, I'm upset with myself for being so unyielding. Things like this would not happen if I was around my family. They would guard me and keep me secure. And, in the midst of my anxiety, I'm anticipating that my family's mafia clan, the family and gang whom I loathe so much, will come to my rescue. It's ironic that the family I fled from is the very same family I am expecting to save me. "Fuck! We are surrounded." I heard another man exclaim, "Take shelter and just get the girl!" When I heard him, I immediately slid into the driver's seat and locked the door, anxiously. Whatever they choose to do, I'm not going to let them get me. I don't care if I die here, but I'm not going anywhere with them. I returned to the backseat of the car and tried to conceal myself. I he
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