You Love Me のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 21 - チャプター 30

 *A whole minute went by with me just standing there and wishing for the ground beneath to open up and just swallow me whole but it didn't and instead had my entire wall crumbling right before me.I could feel my heart beating right out of my chest in a panic attack.What the fuck does he mean by 'he doesn't regret the damn kiss'. Was that statement supposed to make me feel any better? Because I totally do not.I feel angry and pained at the same time and above all?, lost. I was completely and totally short of words to say to him as he stood staring at me, probably expecting me to say something to reply him but I don't.Ryder on the other hand looked really hopeful as his emerald green eyes kept narrowing at me still with a hint of smile on his face.For fuck sake.To think that, this moment was the exact reason i didn't want him to remember in the first place and now that he has and he somehow thinks am cool with

*I walked past Ryder and sat down at my usual spot and Oliver walked over and sat down beside me as well before leaning over at my desk."I'm so sorry man, I didn't mean to call him names or insinuate anything as well. It's really lame of me" Oliver said sincerely and I sighed but turning on my butt to face him."There is no need apologizing to me man. It's Ryder should be apologizing to not me but anyways, I don't think he heard you so no point apologizing but like I said before, don't say it again"He gave a single nod, "you got it man. I won't, ever again"Just about then, Mrs. Steward walked right in and got everyone to settle down. she also went ahead to announce another one of her impromptu test, causing a loud groan to erupt throughout the whole classroom."This test is going to make up part of your over all scores, so instead of complaining, you might want to get serious with it because it's for your own good"Mrs. Steward ha

*Thirty minutes into the movie and my breathing pattern had changed drastically. Everything turned out to be just as bloody reminding me so much of the night my parent had that car crash.I need to get out of there before I loose my mind and start panicking.As though he could hear my inner thought, I felt Ryder's arm around me tighten a little bit and I inhaled a shaky breath, trying my damn hardest not to look like a nancy even though I was already loosing my cool.I jumped out of my seat when I couldn't stand the sight of the antagonist chainsaw slashing through its victim flesh, my feet running towards the door, with Ryder closely behind me in pursue."Jaden, wait up man"I pushed the door open and ran straight into the lobby not stopping for a second until I made it outside the building before coming to a stop, my breath getting hitched in my lungs painfully.I can't breath.Ryder found me bend over and trying to ca

Hell no.Not going to happen.None of her ideas have been good so far and neither is this one.Jasmine is just out to make my life impossible just for the fun of it, and that's something am absolutely sure of.If she thinks am gonna let her get away with messing with me then she has got another thing coming for her but before I could stop her, she already tore the little parcel in her hand and revealed a white cut out card with a hand written note on it and immediately her eyes lit up with a megawatt smile spread on her face.Another minute went by with me just standing there with wide eyes just thinking the very worst about what was probably written on that piece of paper.Damn.I finally let out a puff of breath I didn't realize I was holding when I notice it was really nothing serious or Jasmine wouldn't be smiling right now.Ryder was fucking crazy after all. I mean, who the fuck told him I needed a hand written note sent t

Ryder's POVI took Jasmine to this really expensive restaurant in town to have dinner even though I never planned for any of it. All i had to do was send a quick message to Simon telling him what I needed him to do and he made the reservation without questioning.One of the things I loved about him, he doesn't ask questions unless it has to do with my health, other than that, he keeps his opinion to himself and I bet this was one of those times.He may be loyal to my parent, he also cares about me even though he never shows it which is totally fine by me.We arrived at the place and was led to our table and we got seated. I told Jasmine she could order for anything she liked on the menu even though the price looked really ridiculous. She seemed hesitant at first, but after much persuasion, she finally relaxed and ordered us some dishes at last.I kept looking at the clock the entire time, my mind drifting back to Jaden at least, once e