All Chapters of Diary of a Stalker: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

One month, three weeks. That's how long Russell had been staying at my place, and on the beginning of the second month, he began to act suspicious.Began to stay out late, picked arguments with me for no reason and said I was suffocating him.He would also ask me for money one too many times. The first time I had given him, he claimed it wasn't enough. And would get mad when I refuse to give him anymore.But I know what the problem is. It's Jake. Always was, always will be.For a while Jake have been missing, dealing with his divorce but now, he was back. And he was getting in your head again.Not only was he trying to keep you from me, he was also introducing you to various females. Many of which I had to warn off, mostly because Jake took it up on himself to make it seem as if my house belonged to him or you.I even heard him tell you to look over your shoulders wherever you go, because I was always following you around.As if you k

As I walked back house, not really seeing where I was going, thoughts about them finding me floated around in my mind.I just killed someone in daylight. It was hardly even 3 pm. I'm sure someone saw me doing it.I was careless, foolish, and acted off impulse.Of all the bullshit that I have done, and of all the things my father had bailed me out in those situations. I'm sure he won't save my ass this time, not after I killed someone without reason.I had failed the only man that truly cared about me. I wouldn't want to scare the disappointment in his eyes."Rough day?" A neighbour asked, jogging by."Gym was hard. We went beast mode." I tried to give a smile, but what I just done was heavy on my mind.I just killed a child, one who trusted me without knowing me. I didn't hesitate to drop her beside her mother.I am truly a monster.When I got home, trembling and cold after what I have just done, I kicked off my shoes an

The next day, just as morning broke. Jake came calling at my gate, and even though I told Russell not to let him in, he still disobeyed me and allowed him to come into my house.Which reminded me, I was about to dump Russell's sorry ass, but I got side track because of the events of yesterday.I waved Russell off when the doorbell rang several times, then sat around the table and scrolled through my phone while biting into a slice of toast."Where is she? Where is that crazy bitch of yours?" Jake's voice came."Move aside Russell!" I heard him say, but didn't hear a response from Russell.Jake came into the kitchen, pointing a dirty finger in my face."Did you watch your hand?" I asked, fanning him away."Don't try to be smart. You and I both know what you did.""What did I do?""You killed her, you killed Ashley just like you did with Olivia.""Ok, I really think that you are losing it. Who is even this Ashley?"

I pulled the hat I had on further down my face, making sure to take the trail back to my house, but it was tricky because people were out and it was hard getting from the buildings to there.As I walked, I stumbled a few times from the tears in my eyes.'I just killed Russell's best friend.''I killed Jake.'I fell to the ground and sobbed historically, which was making it hard for me to breathe."Pull yourself together you fool, if anyone sees you it will only raise suspension."I ignored myself and continued crying."Get up.""I'll get over it when I get over it." I told myself.Not after long, I wiped my face with the back of my hand, then got up off my fours and continued on home.Still sobbing like an idiot, which caused my vision to blur.I pushed my door open and stumbled up the stairs; I sat on the top crying for a while before heading to my bathroom.I didn't realize that I was covered in so

"You hired someone to kill Jake!""Not so loud. I don't want anyone to hear.""There is nobody around but us." I frowned at him."You never know, and your phones records everything you say." Ryan told me."Don't be ridiculous.""It's true. Ever talk about wanting something, then get notifications about it after.""Oh, this idiot." I said under my breath."Well, you should be worried, then." I said to him.Ryan's eyes widen, "I was drunk when I did it. Hell, I'm drunk now.""Yes, but you are still conscious. So they will say that you knew what you were doing.""This is bad on my side, but I doubt the guy even took me seriously. He laughed right in my face.""You never know."Ryan jumped to his feet."I have something to do."'Well, that was totally unexpected. Can't say I saw Ryan confiding in me about him thinking that he killed his friend.''And I have it all recorded just in ca