~Alexandra’s Point of View~ I was stuck in a bitter stalemate with myself and it just pissed me off. As long as I was lingering out here, my father’s death wasn’t real. Maxim’s death, and furthermore his betrayal wasn’t real. I knew it to be so, but I just couldn’t allow it. Mother obviously did, she felt their bonds sever, and while she tried to be tough as nails, I was still holding her every night as she sobbed. If I had my wolf, I would have felt their passing more deeply as well. I needed to stay on the other side of the world so it didn’t seem as real, even though the pain on her face was very much real. But then, I needed to get back home so I could move on, concentrate on hopefully shifting soon. The next full moon was six days away. Also going home meant we could get a move on with my courtship experiment.
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